Saidy, Mariama

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As i have said many times before, my city is very rotten and boring lol. But to my surprise, it wasn't boring at all today. The whole city is filled with different kinds of artwork, filled with lights and nice architecture. It looked so amazing! My city really needed this touch. Also since i am a very big fan of art, i couldn't stop taking pictures. My fingers almost fell off my hands because of the cold weather. So don't judge my camera kvalite, i was struggling lol.

Saidy, Mariama

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First off all i changed my hairstyle and i am really satisfied. A lot of bullshit occurred to me this week, but with my hair looking all flawless it's kind of hard to give a fuck.

Jokes aside... When negative things happens to me, i snap for a second and then i try to forget it as quickly as possible. I try really hard not to let negativity be around my surface. Negativity is toxic, and toxic is unhealthy. I don't need that in my life! I'm actually getting better on dodging negativity, whether it comes from people or situations. And when toxic occurs to me, i handle it in the most possible way i can.

Enough with the negativity bullshit! More positive, than negative things occurred to me this week! last wednesday i went to the first rehearsal of the musical, that i am participating in. It was kinda messy, everybody was confused and didn't know what to do lol. Given that it was the first time we rehearsed, it is okay that it was messy. At least we had fun! It will get much better with time.

Today my brothers wife and my lovely nephew and niece, arrived to sweden. They live in Copenhagen, but they are spending the whole weekend at our place. It's always a pleasure to have them here, the house gets filled with joy. Those are the things worth using energy for, positive things and not negative shit. Btw the weather last week gave me life, the sun was shining so hard and my melanin kept on glowing. Plus i got my D vitamins the natural way lol, instead of drinking them every morning.

Ciaooo

Saidy, Mariama

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these past few days have been filled with struggle and new experiences. For that i am very thankful. Everytime the struggle is real, i get stronger fighting it! Trusting oneself is very important, in the ending we only got ourselves to always rely on.

Anyways folks, i have something to tell y'all. Today i went to an audition for a musical/theater. Two weeks ago i got a phone call where i was asked, if i was interested in participating in a play! I was like yes! why not try it out. The play is called "East side stories" and its about teenagers growing up in the ghetto, trying to find their role in life. I found this very interesting, so i accepted the request.

During the audition i rapped for the director of the play, and the judges. To my surprise i got a role in the play. It's nothing major but it's a start! And acting is always something a wanted to try out too, so this is perfect. I don't know what role the director decides to give me, but she told me that it includes rapping. So i am very happy, rapping is my shit tho. This is very exciting, i can't wait to see how this turns out and if its something that i find funny.

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Okay, it's not a lie that people exaggerate their lifestyles on social media, but sometimes folks take it a little too far. Yeah, you guys know exactly the type of people i'm talking about. The guy that rolls up in a new car every week and doesn't even have a driver's license. The girl acting like a world traveller, but has only travelled tre times her whole life. Or mr flex, who always shows different kinds of clocks and jewelries, acting all boujee but doesn't own a single one of them. The girl who be talking the most on social media, and in real life she quiet as the leaves that falls from a tree.

Now this is not me judging these people! I just feel so sorry for them. Why would someone act like they are "all that", when they aren't. It's not like y'all invisible in real life lol, we do notice.... Live your life and stop trying to live up to mainstream people's expectations. It's okay not to be where you want to be in life, it's okay that you don't have everything figured out at the moment, it's okaaaaay. Because we all succeed at different times. Be patient and fight for your dreams, don't let no one affect you with their bad vibes. Be yourself no matter how different, weird, short, tall, fat, skinny or whatever it is you are. Love yourself!

Of course we all have our insecurities and it's easier said than done, to not give a fuck what people think. But just fight it. Out of own experience you stop caring after a while, they always come with the same nonsense. We can't control everything, somethings won't ever change. Instead of letting it break us down, we should embrace our every flaw and love ourselves.

Ciaooo


Saidy, Mariama

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I know a lot of y'all have been hearing this "New years new me" thing, and thinking bullshit lol. But from my point of view, i really do feel like i got a chance to start over and do it better this time. It really feels like a fresh start for me. 2017 was a year full of lessons, which i do appreciate. All the bullshit that happened 2017, stayed in 2017. All unfinished business came to an end. Thank God for that.

2018 just started and i already met fantastic people. People who really made a big influence in my life, in such a short notice. I mean it's only been a few days, but a lot has changed for the better within those days. I am happy to announce "Not new year, new me", "But new year, same me, with a lot of growth".

Some throwbacks to bless your eyes.

Saidy, Mariama

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2017 has been a very complicated, but a informative year for me. This year i learned a lot and sometimes i learned the hard way. But i appreciate it. This year i learned that life ain't always what it seems to be. This year i lost people, got to know new people, i grew for the better, i know what i want in life. I am twenty years old and yesterday it really hit me, that i am not a kid anymore. Adulthood is over my shoulders. I don't know what 2018 has to offer, whatever it is i am so ready. All praise be to god, for not making me go through something i couldn't handle. #blessed

Yesterdays new years celebration was everything. I couldn't ask for a better new years eve. The whole squad was gathered, and we had a lit night. I got the chance to start the new year with wonderful people. Some of them i know since day one, and some of them i got to know yesterday. Let's see where this year takes me.

Today was a very slow day for me! But it ended perfectly. What's better than having lunch with my gurls???.

Happy New Year
Ciaooooo

Saidy, Mariama

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