Breakfast: Green detox smoothie
Ingredients: celery, frozen banana and pineapple, kale, lemon, spirulina and chia seeds.

Lunch: Corn chowder
Recipe: soup (click)

Snack: Smoothie
Ingredients: Almond milk, spinach, banana, raspberry.

Dinner: Quinoa Bowl
Recipe: Quinoa Bowl

Snack: Avocado bread
Ingredients: toast, smashed avocado and add some spices! Remember to choose a healthier kind of bread.

What do you guys think? Is it enough? Please give me some feedback, I am a beginner at this! And I have never made a meal plan!

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I guess that the biggest goal in my life is to be happy about myself. There are so many things I miss out on in life because of the fact that im insecure . I, for example, want to be able to travel without people asking in the water-parks : "who weights more, you or your boyfriend?" I mean of course they need to ask because of the safety issues but it's so damn humiliating! My boyfriend is quite tall but normal sized... I hated that moment so much and my boyfriend could tell that it made me really sad.

Another goal is to look good in long jeans and denim shorts. I stopped wearing jeans and shorts a couple of years ago. Even if nobody's thinking that it looks disgusting, I am... So now I only wear dresses with leggings or pantyhose's. I looks and feels good on my body. But jeans are so pretty! And to be able to shop size 36-38 (EUR) is one of my goals for sure! Nowadays I shop size 40-42 (EUR)... There are no bigger sizes in the normal stores, you need to go to the XXL shops if those sizes doesn't fit.

I don't like to take pictures with my skinny friends. In my head I think that I somehow stand out in a bad way just because my thighs are bigger and my shoulders wider... It's stupid, I know... But this is exactly why I want to live healthier. So that I can lose weight and be happy + healthy!

These are some of my thoughts... I hope you understand that it's not easy to talk about these stuff publicly.. :( I'm just at a point in my life were the overweight struggles are preventing me from seeing my friends.



Who am I?

I'm not actually going to reveal that much about myself. I want to be anonymous, at least in the beginning! I am however 20 years old and as you know, if you read the previous post, from Finland.

The main reason why I started this blog is because I actually hate my body. I hate the way I look in the mirror. I hate how my thighs touch each other, how my stomachs is swollen but mostly I hate how sad I look in the mirror. I've tried to change my lifestyle so many time but it has never worked. I always fail. This has been going on for so long and I really need to find an end to this.

Why vegetarian?

Well mostly because I want to lose weight and be healthy but also because of the animal rights.
So just to be clear. I haven't started my vegetarian life just yet. I need to study some more this week and after that I can start my new life! This is a huge change for me. I've been eating meat for 20 years and suddenly I'm going to stop. I need to build up some meal plans and search for some recipes, and then I need to go to the grocery store.


Do you have any questions? Please comment! :)



Hello everybody and welcome to my new blog! I just want to start by saying that I'm actually from Finland. Just to be correct I'm a Swedish speaking Finn. Anyways, my point is that there sometimes can be some clerical error, just so you know! Sorry for that in advance.

In my next post I'm going to talk a bit more about me, who I am and what this blog is about!