Something needs to change. I have felt stuck for the past 2 months and I hate it. which is why I have decided it is time I do something about it. starting now. not tomorrow, not after midnight. now. this moment. I need to device a plan/schedule and start taking my health seriously. I am promising myself (and this is proof for later) that starting now I am taking care of my health, eating better, exercising etc. I deserve better than this. I am also going to try to change my study habits so that I am maximizing my studying without burning out at the end of the semester.
I cannot change the way this semester went. all i can do is learn from my mistakes and move on. With only one week left, I cannot dwell on the what could have been.
I am ready for someting to change. right now.