I have had these visions, ever since I was a child, about me becoming a singer. I have always loved singing, and while I can admit my voice is nowhere nere amazing, I can hold my own. whenever I get this urge to just start uploading singing videos, I chicken out. Not because I am shy or anything, but more often because I don't feel what I have is special enough to make a career out of it. However, lately I have thought more and more about it and you know what? fuck it, why not right? If it's something that brings me joy, why not. I think I'm just gonna upload covers and music I write for myself to enjoy. and if other people see it, fine. if other people don't, that is also fine. Music is a major release for me, much like with most people. I need to start doing things in life that bring me joy and not deprive myself of these joys. because what good is it if I am going through life without thoroughly enjoying it. So this christmas, I am going to buy myself a guitar, relearn some basic chords and just let loose.
even though I don't really celebrate thanksgiving, what with being from europe and all, it is nice to finally have a break from school. I am going to try to make the most out of my break, especially with finals coming around in a couple of weeks. But it's hard. especially when everyone is back home with their families and I am stuck here working. It is also my younger sisters 13th birthday, and it sucks that I am missing it. I will have to make up for it come christmas time.
This week has been a little stressful, what with my biochem exam on monday and all. I did get to hang out with some friends on sunday evening, and got some froyo so that was a nice break from everything. Also, I was invited to a friendsgiving last friday, which was so much fun. the food was good and we ended up just playing games and hanging out most evening. So that was good. It was hosted by the camping club, and since some of my roommates are part of that, I was encouraged to come along.
With finals around the corner, I probably won't be as active on the blogg. So until then, have a wonderful holiday with lots of food and love
It is currenty 8 AM and instead of studying for my microbio lab final I am blogging. oh well. I'm not feeling 100% confident for this exam but tbh I am finding it hard to care. I hate that attitude but sometimes the motivtion just isn't there.
I am going to quite complaining and just enjoy life as it is. No more mopping around. On other news, my lab got featured in two news articles the other day, which is so freaking cool. It is always lovely when science gets recognized, even more so when you are in the middle of it all and get to truly appreciate the process.
here are the links