Hi! I picked up my painting skills two days ago and this is the result, i am so PROUD! The paintings would look like this in a room. I honestly hope to make someone happy with one of these one day, but first I definitely will keep practicing. Enjoy 🖼
Sometimes all we want is peace. Not even happiness, happiness is a rushed and extreme feeling while peace makes you calm and down to earth. I vision my life in a house with high ceilings, lot’s of natural light, a room to practice painting and most importantly : peace. Unfortunately where i come from peace is seemed as a lack of ignorance to the real world. Like you don’t give a damn about other problems in the world.
Ahh the day i realise what this world is about or what the point is of everything.. i want to believe in God but it seems so unrealistic.. like what if i obey all these rules that God has set up for us humans to reward us with heaven. And then I die and nothing happens? What if i haven’t been alive enough because religion or cultural standards made boundaries in my life?
I just wanna be able to go to Paris when i feel like going to, but life makes it seem impossible to make impulsive decisions. I see myself living a life in a complete big lie. You know when in movies there’s a woman married 30 years to her husband and when her kids are old enough she finally tells them that she never married out of love and till that day still thinks about her first real love? Because she had to marry for many other beneficial reasons for the family. And eventually she divorces that man and goes looking for her first love. To find out he had been looking for her too.. i don’t know why i feel like this is the scenario i’ll be in.. but I hope there will be a happy ending
Oops.. have been absent lately sorry! I really had nothing spectacular to post other than the fact that I’m trying to paint more. I used to love painting but i got so busy that i didn’t have time for it. So once I practice a little more i will show some of my work! Later this day im gonna buy some more canvases to paint on. I also found a art class in a CASTLE. Every sunday you can go and paint there, and it only costs 1 euro. So im happy. Lately i feel so ugly so i made my mom take some pictures of me yesterday 😂 i still want pictures outside with my new jackets so im gonna convince Kill to take some tomorrow aswell 😬 in the mean time enjoy these shots ✌🏻