So now we have this February school break and I don't know what to do. Or, yesterday my manager called and asked if I wanted to work next whole week, and I can't day no, especially not to my manager so I'm going to work. But the days are not so very long. I quit around five everyday so I will have some time left. So maybe I could find something out to do. My best friend is currently not home. She went to see her dad whose not living nearby here. Anyway.
Yesterday I went figure-skating. Or not really, I was supporting my friends. One of my friends, L, who I haven't seen for over three weeks, texted me yesterday and asked if I wanted to come figure-skating. She said that she would bring another friend too so that we would be three people, and I know this other friend too because we were in the same class a couple of years ago. How ever my friend L, had planned dinner afterwards at a restaurant that none of us had eaten before. So we were really excited about this.
I met L at the bus-station and we went to a nearby store to buy a pizza we could share. Then we went home to L. We made the pizza and talked but, I don't know, L has kind of changed. Her personality is not really the same as it once were. She is very, extremely, attached to her phone and especially Snapchat. It's like her scores and days on Snapchat are more important than life itself. Which honestly annoys me a lot because we couldn't have a normal conversation. She was constantly on the phone and when I said something she didn't listen, she just went like "what?", "what did you say?", and after a while I just simply stopped talking too. How ever she wasn't like this before, it all started when she began hanging out with S.
L has become really boring basically. After a while my other friend whom I know joined us at L's so it got better because she is not like L at all. So we started talking like we used to do back when we were going to the same class. We had a good time but then just in the middle of everything L said that S texted her saying that she wanted to go figure-skating too. I was thinking like shit, this is probably not going to be fun. Then S came too and after that we began driving to the ice rink.
I forgot to mention this but everyone had ice skates except me. I looked everywhere home but I couldn't find a pair, we used to have a lot because me and my sisters used to go out figure-skating when we were younger and since none of our feet are growing we've been able to use the same pairs for a while. But I couldn't find a pair so I told L that, and she just said that I could sit by the side and watch them while they were skating. I was not liking the idea but then again I can't just say straight ass no so I was like "yeeah".
When we arrived to the ice rink we realized how cold it actually was. Or not for them, they had all kinds of different clothing on. And they were going to skate which would keep them warm, I couldn't. I started off by sitting and watching them for about 10 min. But after those 10 min I couldn't feel my ass anymore and I was freezing cold. So I did everything to keep myself warm. I walked around, ran back and forth I did everything I could think of. L and S went away from me and my other friend Li, so we were like ok wtf. It later turned out that L and S were talking about "secret-private" things that we couldn't be apart of. So me and Li were trying to keep us warm. She was skating and I was running around on the ice trying to skate with my shoes. S and L were honestly so disappointing, ugh. I think they stayed away from us for about an hour. When they returned they wanted to leave.
Now remember how I mentioned that L had planned for us to go to a restaurant and eat. Well, S manage to convince her to bring us to a fast food restaurant instead. We ate a fucking hamburger. I was honestly so disappointed at this moment, I didn't give a fuck anymore. I just wanted to go home. L was all over S the whole time it was very annoying. After a long hour at this fast food restaurant we finally began driving home.
Everything went horrible yesterday so I wasn't in the mood at all. I really love hanging out with L but she has changed so much I feel like I don't recognize her anymore. I know she is not being herself. She is focusing so much on being like S, fitting in and getting more Snapscores etc. It's annoying. Being active on social media and getting more Snapscore and pretending to be someone you don't want to be is not going to make you more popular. It will just make you feel like you have a constant pressure to make sure you act a way that people expect you to, instead of just acting the way you would - by heart.