Hope that you had a good week. I personally had a good one☺️. I have started to get into good routines and I’m not struggling with anxiety, depression or eating disorder at all😃. On the contrary I’m feeling great🙌🏻
The only thing that isn’t on top right now is some problems in my family. It’s been some MEGA DRAMA😱. Luckily I haven’t been involved in them and haven’t seen it. So I have been able to focus on myself🙏🏻.
The dramas has been between my 2 brothers and my parents. So Love left to the military with a fight with my mom. It came up some stuff that he thinks and feels. We had no clue about this and it’s hard to talk to him when he doesn’t want to talk to us🙃.
With my big brother it always been chaos. But now it was to the next level and we have broke the contact with him. And that of course is really hard for my mom😢.
I slept over at Ericas last Friday. We ate taco 🌮 Omg haha taco is my new thing😂 Before it was sushi now it’s gone over to Mexican😜. And we watched “Talang”😆. That has become our Friday tradition now. So Erica family isn’t surprised when I come on Fridays😛.
On Saturday I had some fun that you can see😂. Little kid Nora came🤪
Erica asked me during this week what I wanted to do on Saturday and I said “Bake”😃. She got a bit surprised but she was on the idea. I showed her my biggest baking inspiration Camilla Hamids Instagram 🤩 and we picked to do caramel cake with homemade caramel sauce. Recipe for it you can find here👈🏻.
It was so nice to bake together👩🏼🍳. I really liked to bake and cook with friends too🥰. The cake turned out so delicious 🤤 I unfortunately didn’t have time to have a fika with Erica, her family and grandma cause my aunt husband picked me up cause I was going to my aunt that evening❤️
This was the second time that I slept over there on a Saturday. Last week I was hangover and this week I was really sore from my PT so I took a really long bath in their hot tub. It’s a really nice hot tub that they have. It’s so big and it has massage 💆🏼♀️. So a recovering Saturday🙏🏻
We watched the final off Melodifestivalen🥳. The one that we hold on actually won🤩.
Min moster trodde att Tusse hette Musse först😂 Jag DOG när hon bara helt seriöst sa:
”Jag hejar på Musse”🤣
It was such nice evening with them😌. I slept over at them cause I had work early in the morning in Åkersberga (were they live). So I went to bed early.
It was Nora edition training session😎⛸
On Sunday after work I met up with an old friend. Or old friend I don’t know if I can say😂 But it was a long time since we saw each other.
He inspires me actually to start to eat healthy😋💚. He did those salads 🥗 burgers to me. Can really recommend to try it🤤.
Jag har kommit in i bra rutiner och vanor och mår väldigt bra just nu i mitt liv😌. Blir så inspirerad av den här podden ”Hälsorevolutionen”.
I’m trying to go to bed around 21.30-22 (this is during the week) and waking up at 05.30-06.00. Working out 🏋🏼♀️ in the morning then I have school. After school I take a loooong power nap 😴 after meditating🧘🏼♀️. After that I have my fika 😋☕️ And feel like a new human for work in the evening 😍
HAHA LOL 😂 After my “healthy” talk I’m showing that I went to my favorite cafe this week🤣.
Even if I like to live and eat healthy and love all kind off food. And now I’m so over ballerina diet, keeping one certain of a weight. I don’t wanna get anxiety if I eat something. I’m so beyond that. I know that my body is healthy now and that’s why I have gotten my period. Having a weight off 43 kg and being 21 years old isn’t healthy.
After the healing I haven’t had any anxiety over food😍🙏🏻
Apparently one year ago I wanted to commit suicide. I’m happy how far I have come☺️.
I had a good Monday and I’m happy that I chose to do something that gave me more energy and a positive vibe. And this helped me a lot with my mental health. I have recently broke up with a best friend. That wasn’t the easiest thing to go through but after the healing I’m feeling GREAT😃.
And coming out more and moving around have helped me. I have realized staying to much at home now during online school makes me tired 😴.
Hope that you liked this kind off blogpost 💖
Talk to you end off this week.
So happy and proud to be the face out for World Cup in figure skating ⛸ 2021🙏🏻💙