The past few days I have been going over two of the questions I got when I did my Q & A a few weeks ago being "What is my biggest fear?" and "Why don't you let people come close to you?". There are many things answering these two questions, however, the main answer is fear. I am so so scared of being fragile and to get my heart broken, again. Yes I know, everyone goes through heartbreak etc, but my stories are mine to read, mine to feel and mine to recover from. Most of them are untold for good reasons. Lately, I have come to a realisation that being too caught up with my past caused me to constantly keep my guard up in an attempt to keep myself safe, however, this commonly just end up in me pushing people away, People I truly care for, people I want to trust with all of my heart. I'm actually not sure what to do about this "problem" of mine. But what I do know is that it is holding me back. Thank God for amazing friends like Ratchel that keeps me sane haha. Especially with amazing food and coffee around haha! Who said eating vegan and GF food needs to be boing?!
What is your biggest "problem"?