A lot is happening in my life right now, and since my last update here, the biggest thing is that I’ve cancel my contract with my model agency here last week. Some asked if I got crazy but I didn’t even care about to find a new one before I took the decision. I was 100% ready to quit and only focus on my own online business from here, that actually makes this world and people’s life’s better.
I talked a long time in the phone with my mother agent in Sweden that day, and we decided to start to send out requests for new meetings, just to meet others before I quit... I mean, I couldn’t be serious to quit after 3 years? I’ve come longer in a shorter time than others do in their whole career? But I was serious this time.
Anyway, all of them answered the same day and they wanted to see me the day after. I only went to two of them, because on my second meeting I decided to sign, and It was the agency I wrote down in my “wish book” the night before I wanted. From all of my knowledge and experiences, I knew clearly what I searched for if I will do it still. Population and what the masses thinks doesn’t affects me, nowadays what expects most are my purest guidelines so I can take the opposite decision in every area (except from ethics and laws of course). And when it comes to modeling, I’m here to work a lot and earn big money, and I require to get castings, with a cooperation with genuine and real humans that care and do all they can to help me succeed and who sees and accept ME, exactly for who I am. Nothing more. With that in focus, I found the perfect fit.
So I signed last week, and on Friday I went to my first 2 castings with my new agency. I booked one of the two, at the Universal Studios. So this Monday and Tuesday I worked for a Ralph Lauren campaign which was the biggest and the most paid job I’ve done in my whole career all together.
I’m so impressed to myself to not be a fool in my own life anymore. That knowledge and insight is something that comes 100% from my online business to be honest, before that came into my life I lived a life to please everyone else. Nowaday I’m more confident in myself to do better choices with a grateful heart. It truly helps me to become a better person everyday, which mean I can give more value to others and manifest more of what I want. That helped me this time to dare to have a brain and go the harder way that some wouldn’t do, and what I wouldn’t do before my knowledges from my bizz.
You see, life comes and surprise you when you stand up for what you believe in, even if it’s hard at first to do so. When you see your worth, have high standards and values, when you listen to your inner voice and stand up for yourself you will attract better things to you. And no matter what other says or if you must stand alone at first - that’s when you will come and succeed. So don’t say to yourself “ I don’t dare to do this, what would others say?” because the thing is, life’s always testing you and the harder way and the more others thinks you’re crazy the better success will be earned. So never ever give up until you get what you are worth or desire. Which means to not change the goal, instead, change the plan if the first didn’t go well. For example, I finally found the agency I’ve searched for abroad in years, and when I finally started to be the one who decided what I want and needed to enjoy it - I found it. Only you drives YOUR car so don’t sit in the backseat and watch other drives you because it will end up nowhere even if you mean well :) Please read this until you understand it.
Btw. Here down below are some pictures from my birthday yesterday! 💗
Outside the building where we signed our contract for our apartment!! We will have both pool, gym and ocean view! AMAZING OR WHAT!