Hello 👋
My dear friends!

This last couple of days I have been working and studying and it’s sad sometimes when there isn’t enough time. Sometimes I wish the day had more hours. Don’t you? Anyway, I am also very excited because there is a few companies that have decided to cooperate with me. It will be a surprise, I won’t tell you guys now. It will be a surprise 😋🤗❤️.

Today is also my dear friends birthday 🎂
Her name is Addy and she is a dear dear friend of mine. We haven’t been friends for that long but the moment she contacted me in June last year we connected immediately. Have you ever had a moment with a person were it just says “click” and you just become friends immediately?🤗

I’m going to celebrate her birthday by eating this delicious Swedish Pastry. This is called “semla”. Right now I wish that we did live in the same city AND the same country so we could eat this delicious Semla together 😋🎂

This is a message for you Addy 😉

Thank you so much for being a such a lovely friend to me and I will always be here for you. I love you and I trust you so much. You have taught me so much and you always give me good advice. You always says the right words at the right moment. You are a person who I look up to.

Maybe you are think 🤔 why now.

I look up to you because, you have been thru so much in life and you are so so strong. You are a fighter. You never gave up. You just kept on fighting. You are a fighter! And I love that about you😍🤗.

🎂🥳Happy birthday to you, Addy! 🥳🎂🐼

🌺Hello my dear friends!🌺

🌺Today I’m going to talk about how hard it was to come back from my depression. When I started in therapy and when I was in therapy. The therapist thought me how to put words to my feelings and thoughts and that was very good because I just couldn’t explain what I felt and how I was feeling. I just knew that I was horribly depressed and sad, angry, unhappy with myself. She did read me like a open book. And she did help me a lot. She did give me very good tools that I still use, even today. I am so grateful that therapy and therapists exists. 🌺

From the age of 15 to the age of 23 was a very dark period of my life. Every day, was a struggle and every single day I had to put on my “happy” face. I could have won a Oscar because it was on that level. Only my husband and mother knew what was going on with me. But no one else knew in side the family. I was far away from happy with myself and I was so ashamed. But it is very sad and extremely horrible what a depression does to you. The depression made me think that I had felt like this for my whole life and that this is my life now. And that I will feel like this for the rest of my life. Thankfully I never had suicide thoughts which I am very thankful for.

I know that there are people out there who does have suicide thoughts. Please, believe me when I tell you this. The depression is lying to you! It lies! You haven’t felt like this since forever and you won’t feel like this for the rest of your life. This is just temporary! It is temporary! Please seek help! Those feelings you have right now, It’s going to pass. It WILL pass.

Trust me, I know.

🌺I don’t understand why psychology is a such a taboo in so many countries. Mental health is important! This should be taken seriously! We should have more understanding of this and we should educate more therapists and psychologists.

If you don’t feel healthy psychologically how on earth do you function in life? Because one day you will crash! It did happen to me. I know how hard it is! But it will get better. 🌺

🌺Hello my dear friends!🌺

First I would like to apologise, in this post I am going to talk about something important and I hope that I am expressing myself correctly in this blogpost. If I don’t, I apologise for my bad English and please comment down below if there is something you don’t understand so it won’t be any misunderstanding.

Okey, here we go. I have been worried this last couple of days. This last couple of days I have been a little night owl 🦉. The reason why I have been a night owl 🦉 is because, I am a night owl AND I have been chatting on Instagram with some new companies.

This last couple of nights I have been noticing that there are so many people, especially people who are in my age and younger. Mostly. I know that there are older people who does this. But I am worried about the people who are younger then me.

When I grew up, the internet weren’t so big. There were a few chat rooms that me and all of my friends were chatting on. When we were in school we always said “don’t forget to login on the chat room so we can chat.” Then when we got home we logged in and we chatted for maybe 1 to 4 hours. It depended on if it was a weekend or not. But always after we felt that we were done with the chatting we went outside and played and had fun.

And another thing is that after we all had signed out from the chat room we ALL knew what we did have a life outside of the internet.

Then when I started high school that’s when the internet got BIG and today the internet is HUGE.

Please correct me if I am wrong. I feel that people who is younger then me. They have grown up with the internet. And I have a feeling that they (not everyone) don’t know how to socialise in the real world.

They don’t know how to talk or how to socialise or how to make friends in the real world. They are shy and they don’t feel confident with real people around them. So they feel confident behind the phone screen. Mostly this is people who are very lonely or have been very lonely in life.

They know how to make friends on the internet but when it comes to meeting them in real world it never happens because they get worried and they don’t know how to act or how to behave so they don't meet them. They don’t know how to communicate in real life. I know a few people who doesn’t have friends in the real world but they have friends thru the internet. They have never meet them and they never ever will. I don’t know about you guys but I feel that this is kind of sad. They are living thru the internet. They don’t interact with people.

Me personally, I do have a few friends that I have meet on the internet and I am planning on go meeting them in real life. Because that’s what friends do right? They meet up sometimes to go and do funny things.

When I was up all night to chat with some companies I saw teenagers how was up all night surfing around on Instagram. And I just thought to myself “don’t they have school in a couple of hours? Shouldn’t they go to sleep?”

📲I am also wondering if their parents know what their child do on the internet. 📲

I am not saying that the internet and that social media is bad but yes okey social media does have it dark sides but it has good sides too. Let’s not forget that.

But I think that we should focus on how much the kids are in front of a screen. I am very curious of that day these kids will try to go out and get a job. They can’t because they don’t know how to socialise and to have a normal conversation with a person face to face.

Let’s not forget that everyone is not like this.

⬇️I hope you guys understand what I am trying to say here. Do you agree with this or do you not? Please tell me in the comments down below. ⬇️I’m curious of what you think 🤔

🌺Have a good day! 🌺