I kinda got this weird feeling today when I realized that today marked my one year “anniversary” since I moved away from Los Angeles.

It still feels like yesterday, I can still remember how incredibly hurt I was by having to leave my then boyfriend, friends and my home in general. But looking back at it I’m so grateful for how it turned out for me. I miss LA and California everyday and think about how badly I’d wanna go back for a visit soon. I honestly thought I’d be kinda miserable for a while tho but I turned my life over for the better. I enjoyed coming back to Sweden, celebrate midsummer for the first time in years and I saw it more as a holiday, and it didn’t take that long before I took off again and it’s probably one of my better decisions I’ve made.

Just since I left La I’ve been able to visit 17(!!) countries and I’ve been thru heartbreaks and heartaches but at the same time I’ve been thru some of the most amazing experiences in my life. I’ve discovered a whole new industry that I’ve never even heard of before and I love what I do for a living. I’ve met so many new people that I’m happy to call friends from all over the world and I’ve just been able to see more than I ever thought I would and I know that there’s so much more to come!

LA is amazing and I loved my life over there but I’m just so happy about how the move changed my life in a much better way than I thought it would!

Why can’t things  go smoothly for once? My flight from La was delayed, missed my flight in London and got rebooked on a new one. The girl at lax helped purchase one bag, that would go aaall the way to Stockholm.. guess who’s bag kept going around in circles ya Heathrow because no one picked it up? - Mine! I literally have all my favorite clothing, all my brand new make up, birthday gifts, shoes, everything in there and on top of that I’m leaving in 4 hours for France.. and that was my work bag as well only been used once I may even add 😒😒 all of this just because one girl gave me the wrong information and did one mistake even tho I double checked multiple times it would go all the way to my end destination!
Guess who’s the happiest person on earth right now.. not me!

Paid a few pounds to be able use WiFi, I get too damn bored on these flight and literally had such cravings talking to nick I didn’t know what to do. Wish I could go back a few hours in time and just be able to enjoy it more and say our goodbyes better. I don’t even know when imma see him or LA again, I’m just so grateful he flew me out here and for everything that he has done for me last couple of weeks. I have about 8-9 hours left of this flight and uuuh it’s harder than ever to just sit down nice and easy. All I wanna do is literally cry and just scream, even tho I have so much to look forward to, it’s just not always fair and it sucks!!