March: The spring continued and I wasn't really happy in myself. We kept traveling and played matches but I didn't play. I still felt kind of lonely. Even though I had really great and fun moments with my teammates and other friends at UConn. And for spring break we went back to Florida, which was wonderful.
I almost always ate alone in the dining hall, and I ate a lot and very unhealthy and I gained weight and from time to time I felt miserable. When I look back now I think I ate that much unhealthy food to fill a psychological hole within.