Well okey, Im feeling so bad for y’all who have kept checking out my blog under all these months it’s been deathly silent here and when I start to write again is neither fun or cheering😅 I don’t know why everything feels so upside down right now. I guess I’ll ta just lot of things going on. One day I maybe will write it all down that’s bothering me, but not today. For the moment it just feels good to write down things spontaneous and not think to much more about it. This was the fourth day I was dropping a tear or two, I’m so tired of this 😔
And here we go again, everything feels like a big failur... tears are rolling down my cheeks in the middle of the night. I wish for a calmer time and structure. Thank you for all amazing people I have in my life. Without them I wouldn’t be anyone. Today I’m crying ‘cause I miss Roswell, for the future and a bunch of other things. It’s noting wrong with tears. I just wish people wouldn’t se them...
Today (well half an hour ago in Sweden) it’s four years ago since I moved away from Sweden to try my wings in a whole new continent. Four years ago since I arrived to America for the first time. The country I fall in love with. Not a single day go past without me thinking at least once about my second home. Some dates more than others and today is one of them. I remember all those feelings I had four years ago as if they where yesterday. One of my best decisions I have ever made. Memories and adventures for a lifetime. J and J I’ll for always be thankful that you let me be a part of your family. Thank you for everything you have ever done for me.
To friends and family all over the States, I hope you’re having a great and beautiful summer. Looking so much forward to see y’all again 💕