This post is for all recovering suffers out there and even the suffers who have not reached recovery jet. I hope this will give you courage to take the first step into your path towards life.
Recovery is not a bed of roses nor a piece of cake. There will always be new challenges, new struggles and fights, but it WILL get easier to fight/not listen to/destroy the terrible voice of your eating disorder. Even the greatest of recoveries (aka all recoveries ) will contain some ambivalence.
( I will write more about this ambivalence later, and when I have, I will insert a link here)
Some suffers will experience relapses, some will have moments were they want to go back to the fake "safety" of their eating disorder, some recoveries takes more time than others, but remember to keep on fighting👊 "The worst days in recovery are still better than any day in relapse"
But how can I stay strong and keep on going through tough times? How can I get back on track and shake of my ambivalence if it gets too strong?
I like to keep a list of reasons why I started in the first place and why I should continue to reach my ultimate goal, freedom from my eating disorder.