Last night I got a huge reminder of how fragile life truly can be.
Called the Swedish emergency number (112) for advice and I spent 6h in a cold room all alone in the E.R. waiting for tests and treatment for a potential blood clot in my right arm.
Short story, I still feel chest pains and aches in my arm where I felt the problem started.

I came home at 3 AM in the morning with a bruised arm from blood samples taken and a sore spot on my belly where they injected blood thinners to dissolve any potential clots in my system, I am still worried writing this of further complications which may or may not occur within the next few days since I still feel small signs as before.

I was (am) so terrified I cried.
Because if anything happens, who can stop a clot in your veins from ending you from within?

I am 28 years old.
Still waiting for life to truly begin.
I may be married, have 2 funny adorable dogs, but my life is not at where I wish it was to be.
Whatever happens, this week or down the line - I will live without hesitations. I will live freely as I possibly can.
Cus who knows how much life we get.
How much time is left on our clocks? ⏰

I feel as fragile as a dandelion in the wind 🌬
Not knowing when the last seed will fall off.

Sunday morning.
Laying in bed and don't wanna move a muscle.

Been offered a few new opportunities, and things look like they could definitely change for me/us come 2021.
As for many others, our 2020 was crap in many ways. So we're glad it's almost over.

Inspired by lovely @karolinehannas I will have a Q&A on my blog, I don't think I've had one in years actually come to think about it.

Ask your questions down below in the comment section of this post.

I have recently sent in a lot of my old wardrobe to Sellpy, a Swedish second hand store online.

Usually I am the one to buy, but this time I wanted to try sell off some of my clothes I don't wear or want anymore.

The money I earn will be saved, and hopefully I can use it towards the new apartment we're moving into in January 2021.
Either in cash or with items off the site.

Here's the link to the store if you're curious to see what is currently available:
www.sellpy.se/store/user/sGBgZWPH2V?utm_source=sellpystore&utm_content=sGBgZWPH2V

Sellpy currently sells ro Sweden and Germany.