HMM - AT LEAST FOR LUNCH... 😁
A perfectionist gotta do what a perfectionist gotta do!!
Yes - I am that kind of person who organize my berries for the purpose of getting one good shot. Which obviously some people are questioning. Fun to joke, but it's actually funny and true. When we were at this place, eating a buffé of berries I decided to take the berries out from the bowl and but it nicely on my tray and when doing it I heard some whispering from adults (!!) next to us questioning my action just because of a picture... Well. That's me! No shame for that.
I mean, I should not lie. Of course I felt, at that moment, a bit concerned.. It is simply not a nice feeling knowing people are, especially adults and older people, in a group thinking you are stupid. But ahhh, at the same time it was such a good "trial" for me considering how much I've been talking about this of not being so unbelievable caught up with other people's opinion about us. If a shot of berries on my tray worries me - what about the future? Honey. You will be stuck. We can not only learn without living it ourselves. It's a reminder I keep on telling myself whenever I am in a situation that's uncomfortable.
Ahh - I love it. When small things in life which we maybe normally don't pay any attention to becomes a big lesson. That is good. Sometimes I think we are waiting for a major slap in the face for realizing things. However, the small everyday things can also tell us something. We just gotta stop for two minutes and think about it. Easier said than done 2019 - everything is going in a speed we can not hang on to. I know.
Sincerely yours, Hanna