I am not a very political sort of person. I do not like to talk about it with others, because it tends to become quite personal. Actually, I don’t think you can see a lot of a persons personality by what they vote for, but rather why they vote for it. Everyone have reasons. Reasons are between opinions and actions, two things you can judge people for.
The reason why these things even came to my mind today is of course pretty clear. It’s the Swedish election tonight! And even though I’m not legally allowed to vote now, I am sort of an expert. Mostly because this is the most important thing that happens to a country like Sweden ever, so they need to educate everyone about it. I do not complain, it’s good to know a lot about the system so I’m prepared to vote next time. But seriously, it didn’t clear up things whatsoever.
I have absolutely no idea what to vote for.
I always thought I was a person with strong opinions. I am a feminist since I’m a woman (or maybe since I’m a human that believes in equality), I support all sorts of genders and sexualities and have been more active in that since I discovered my bisexuality. I am absolutely not a racist or a nazi of any kind. And I am fond of animals as living things with actual rights.
To be short, I support all sorts of humans and things with brains that doesn’t harm someone else. And this is probably something that most people can agree with. Just because I don’t have any problems with being open with it doesn’t mean I feel more for this than anyone else. This is basic.
But on all other things? That’s a bit harder. I think and I think and I reflect on pros and cons and I talk to people on both sides and argue with them and I think and then I google facts and I think about it. But never can I be 100% sure about anything. I don’t have obvious opinions about anything.
So, as a conclusion, when I have a strong opinion I will fight to the death for it, and on other things there are a billion of thoughts in my head that never make up their mind. Doesn’t seem very easy for me to completely agree with a partie. Maybe they are right, or maybe their opposites are right, I don’t really know. Perhaps being able to look at something objectively is good, or maybe it will just cause trouble when I later in life need to decide things and won’t have an idea. In the election it will be hell of a mess. Let’s hope I’m dead until then and don’t have rob deal with it. A little freaky thing the other night, I had a dream, and in the dream I was asleep and had a dream. You know, a dream in a dream. Didn’t know that was a thing. Anyway, in the dream in the dream I threw myself of a cliff, leading to me commiting suicide. When I woke up in my dream, I was really disappointed that I was alive so I did the same thing, from some kind of boat I think. When I woke up from that dream and was finally back in reality, the feeling that was left wasn’t negative. Of course I didn’t commit suicide for a third time, there wasn’t a reason to. But it didn’t feel like the worst thing.
Holy shit, that’s confusing. Little creepy.
Anyways, let’s see who win the big election.
Bye for today.