There are so many things that people don't know about me. There are so many things I wanted to say but didn't because I was afraid of judgment, but I'm not anymore. Last year, freshman year, I was in a terrible relationship. I tried everything to make this relationship work. I tried to do everything that they wanted me to do, even if it was lying. If I knew they said something in the past and they were denying it right then, I let it go. In this relationship I lost my sanity, I lost friends, I lost trust. I let someone that barely knew me come into my life and change me completely. They beat me down until I was dependent on them. Eventually, the relationship ended and they wished me the worst. They called me a bitch, a hoe, a skank, the list can go on-an-on. They told me that I would never succeed and never do well in school and that I would fail my family. They told me that they were going to go places and that I would be sorry by the end of it because I would be nothing and they would be something. I believed it at first, but here I am, feeling better about myself than I ever have. So now that you see this you hit me up on my Instagram thinking I would come back to you. I don't know what you were thinking, or what was going through your head. But I am doing better than ever and I promise you that I will never go back to that. But I think the funniest thing is that you thought that I would waste my time on you by sending you emails, like truly, I am going to waste my time on signing you up on spam mail? I don't know where you come up with this stuff but I think it is absolutely hilarious. But you know what is better than that, you threaten to "expose me", or report me to the police. FOR SPAM MAIL. But I am really curious about what you can "expose me" for, if this was when I was still dating you I would be so scared, but I am not anymore. I am not scared about whatever you have on me, so this is my eulogy to you and our relationship, because guess what boy, I AM SO DONE WITH YOU, I DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOU, AND YOU NEVER DESERVED ME! So here is my advice, if there are 10 people in your ear saying that you deserve better and you can find better they are probably right. There are tons of fish in the sea, so don't waste your time on one that isn't worth it.