Do you ever feel like you can't do right for doing wrong?
WORK, usual bloody work!! What do they say? ''Do what you love & you will love what you do?'' That won't always pay the bills. When you get asked to do something, you follow that and somehow still manages to be wrong! I've been doing what I do for a number of years and managing within that time, yet somehow when someone gets pulled in for something THEY have done I manage to get sailed up the river? How does this even work? Why is it people are unable to take on board and face reproductions for their actions without trying to soften the blow by trying to deflect?
I've always been the type of person to take things personally so now I have had a conversation that has altered my mood and pretty much p*ssed me off for the rest of the day. I always work hard but when you feel like it's a wasted effort what is the point. Hard work seems to go unnoticed yet things you didn't even know where an issue get used against you even when YOU ARE ASKED TO DO THEM. Now I am starting to doubt myself and what I do
Yes yes I know it may be time to find a new job, but even at 28 I have no idea what I would be happy doing. I suppose maybe I am a little anxious at the thought of changing what I am doing, I have done it that long am I stuck in habit? I don't know!! Tomorrow I will probably wake up in a better mood and be back to normal but this isn't the first time I have felt this way.
Must be time for a change!