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Nu har jag kommit igång med mitt trainee-år på Folktandvården i Adolfsberg, Örebro. Just nu arbetar jag bara 50% eftersom jag fortfarande gör mina studier på helfart (100%). Jag har nog aldrig längtat så mycket tills examen som nu, tur att det bara är 4 månader kvar (tro mig jag har räknar ned varje dag!)... Jag är ju legitimerad tandhygienist med yrkesexamen, det tredja året jag gör nu ger mig istället en kandidatexamen.

Anyways, att få börja arbeta nu, lite på sidan av, gör livet lite roligare och slutet av studierna närmre på något vis. Det gör att jag känner mig lite mer motiverad de sista månaderna jag har kvar. Varje gång jag kommer till jobbet blir känslan av att jag valt rätt utbildning och yrke, starkare och starkare. Jag älskar mitt yrke och är otroligt stolt över det. Om jag vann hundra miljoner imorgon hade jag arbetat med det här ändå, för det gör mig lycklig.

Tro mig när jag säger att jag är färsk på kunskap och känner mig hur redo som helst, teoretiskt (och ja även praktiskt i varje moment, det är tidsmässigt som det brister), men oj vad mycket jag lär mig varje arbetsdag. Vilken skillnad det är på teori och praktik. Vilken skillnad det är att vara tandhygienist i skolan och i verkligheten. Vilken skillnad det är som rookie från skolan att möta en verklighet med flera års erfarenhet. Även fast jag är säker så känner jag mig ibland osäker och jag kämpar mot tiden varje gång. Jag vill så mycket men hinner så lite. Jag vill göra allt som står i böckerna eller i de vetenskapliga studierna, ja allt vad vi lärt oss helt enkelt. Men i verkligheten finns det varken tid eller resurs för allt det. Frustrationen i att vilja ändra på mycket men att tvingas anamma verkligheten som den är. Jaget i mig vil ta striden där jag tycker att jag har rätt många gånger och optimisten i mig ser ingenting som omöjligt. Men ibland får jag faktiskt vika mig och lyssna på de gamla rävarna, anamma att resurser inte räcker till. Sen ekonomi och politik och allt vad det innebär som spelar roll, är ytterligare en historia och ett hinder på vägen. Ja, verkligheten är inte som böckerna, så är det bara. Det handlar om att sålla smart och göra bästa möjliga ur situationen. Och det mina vänner, är SVÅRT!

Nu kanske någon läser det här ur ett negativt perspektiv, som att jag upplever detta jobbigt, fel eller tråkigt. Så är absolut inte fallet! Jag kommer alltid vara en tävlingsmänniska, mer eller mindre, och är jag intresserad så är jag engagerad. Så jag kommer att anta varenda utmaning jag står inför. Jag älskar som sagt mitt yrke och mitt arbete och jag vill utvecklas så mycket jag bara kan och bli bäst på det. Nu har jag också ett helt år på mig att ta den tiden jag behöver för att anpassa min kunskap med erfarenhet och verklighet, men också påverka och utveckla framtid. Det ser jag fram emot och jag ska göra mitt bästa!

Men nu är det helg och det är lördag, vilket betyder MELLOFEST.

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Here are some pics, my favorites if you will besides the cover art for the "GASOLINE" single... I'll share more later... but i'm really curious to know... What are your thoughts when you look at them... What do you see... If they make you feel anything what is it that you feel? I'd love to hear your thoughts... to know what YOU think they represent!

Feel free to listen to the song as well while looking at them <3

to get to song- CLICK ON LINK---> https://song.link/Gasoline

Last picture is the base pic for the single cover of GASOLINE..... Stay tuned for bts from shoot and how it came to be this pic below ;)

Photography by: Luna Collective & friends

Edit by: Luna Collective

Hair: Victoria Persson / Luxhairious

Bodypaint: Richard Hampton

Styling and Makeup: Luna Collective


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The song " GASOLINE" that started out as soundtrack song for the Swedish/ Norwegian/ Danish/ English Show "Veni Vidi Vici" is now out as a single on all plattforms- click on this link here--> https://song.link/Gasoline

I'm so, sooo happy & proud to have worked on this song with such an amazing team and producers 528 & indie lable Hurdygurdynoise. It's been such a pleasure and an honor to sing and feature on it. when you work with different producers no journey and outcome is every the same which is exciting, fun, inspiring, sometimes dramatic lol, educational in many ways and full filling... this journey with 258 has been such a beautiful journey and truly inspiaring to the soul, working with them. I don't think I've ever felt so safe in a creative enviorment and process with a team, safe enough to throw me into topics that also pushed me deeper & deeper within myself so strong it made me roar! It's safe to say that the artistic aftershock of this very short but for me game changing time, stayed with me and changed me in a profound way in both my music and soul. And besides us creating magic together...for that I will always be thankful <3

I'll post more about the creative process from everything like the cover shoot, studio and thoughts, how the song came to be, what it means to me etc, as well as to talk a little bit about the Tv show wHich the song is featured in ( episode1) and which is also nominated in Cannes and is now going to air in the US on Hulu!! Yay ;)


Till then please click on the in the beginning of the post and if you wanna go directly to SPOTIFY to listen to GASOLINE click here ---- > https://open.spotify.com/album/534Ie3kuOBo8KPhTveRXcR

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What a chef's Christmas looks like :)

We combined the Swedish and American cousine and added some of our own touch and traditions as well. We could'nt fit all the food in the pics but here's a small portion of our Christmas dinner.

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To all of you who thought homemade gifts were cheesy get a big fat ...EEEEEEEEEERRRRR! Fyi that means you're totally wrong ;) I for one hate buying things just because, and i love when gifts are either something they or i really wanted or very personal and meaningful. When you actually take time to be creative, put time, effort and thought into someting that's both personal, thoughtful and meaningful. And if you are on budget making something is a great idea. This Christmas I made ready to bake cookie jars like the ones on the pictures. ( I forgot to take pics, there was sooooo much to be done, so I found these on pinterest so i could show you what they kinda looked like)

The jars where super cheap. I found a great recepie on the net that would work for the jars that i bought, from there i just kinda switched certain ingredients of filling depending on who was going to be gifted the jar and their likes. I love how you can layer the different ingredients giving them a beautiful look as well as adding hemp , ornaments and such. I made little cards writing on them steps in making the cookies and what "wet" ingredients to add to the mix, as well as the oven temperature and for how long they needed to be in the oven.

They're so pretty to look at, my mom n dad have'nt even used theirs yet because they think it's so nice sitting in the kitchen :)

There are lots of different kinds of jar gifts you can make besides the ready cake to make cookie mix just go on pinterest or google and you'll find loads of ideas. You can also make the cookies yourself and stack them in jars or cookie box, wrapping them beautifully. They're great gifts not only for Christmas but for birthdays, housewarming gifts and other celebrations as well.

Believe me when I say it'll be a very welcomed gift :)

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I had a n interesting conversation with a friend of mine about Christmas and holiday spirit... Like how it means very different things to many people. I know what it means to me... What does it mean to you?

I know the world put's a lot of focus on material things during this time and even though we all probably love gifts that's ultimatly really is'nt what it's about. For me it's about family. Our world is so sped up, full of responsibillities, work dominating our scheduals and abducting time we used to have for each other. U might not even live in the same country and don't get to see each other on a regular. Christmas is like the one and only time where you are excused from everything to just be, ... be and enjoy time with family without the "musts" ...It's like a worldly timeout if you will ;)

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Sadly I was a liiiiiittle bit to stressed to remember to take pics of the wrapped gifts I made this Christmas so I went on Pinterest to find so good examples of wrapping for you. I personally love a good and beautiful wrapping, it's like receiving or giving two gifts in one! It's like when you go to a fancy resturant.... The setting, the way the present the food makes it taste even better ;) It's also fun to get creative. Today there's a million and one places and things you can buy to embellish your wrapping but you can easily with a little imagination and inspiration get away with like no cost at all. And remember it does'nt have to be Christmas for you to art up your gift wrapping. I myself used a lot of , nature finds (of course) , simple and plane wrapping or earthy tones, hemp tread and the typical white and red christmas yarn thread. These are espcially good if you like we have cats who have this thing with eating plastic and those gift wrapping serpentines, which are leathel to them :/ , so natural is a great and beautiful alternative and they leave them alone ;) I also used a lot of feathers (oooof course) and I made the cards by hand, dying, embellishing them with glitter and ink writings in old style. I love a rhyme, but i'm horrible at it, but if you've got the skills, you should def go for it!

So store this fro the next Christmas, or simply for the next gift event! remember it does'nt have to be Christmas for you to go the extra mile and just make life beautiful ;)

Happy wrapping folks!

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We a ll love beautiful things and if you're anything like me hanging out on pinterest, instagram and your favorite interior spot can littleraly drive you insane. But getting a certain look or vibe does'nt always have to be expensive. It does however call for you to be creative, perhaps plan ahead and do the work yourself ;)

Everything you see in this pic is the i've put together with very little amount of money.

*The bottles i collected for our wedding in 2015, of which we saved a few. It was a bitch getting the glue and stickers of the bottles, i used a knife and a whole lot of dishwashing and bunch of acetone. I collected bottles from friends, family and we collected bottles at home for like 6 moths to a year ( we had a lot of candles at our wedding ;) )

*The containers were 20/30 bucks each- also from the wedding. I think they're super cute, and love they they look and that you can help yourself to drinks. They're super easy to refill and you avoid the clutter of a million bottles and people knocking them over.

*The old found plank is resting on some old speakers my husband Svante had from way back when, which you cant really see because the speakers they're so plain, rectangular and really very dark.

*The wafe hanging above is made from sticks from the woods, hemp tread and feathers... the feathers were like 5 dollars.

sooo... cozy don't have to be expansive and ruin you ;)

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