23 y/o • vulnerability and an conscious everyday life My online awakened creative universe. Sharing my journey and experience as an eternal soul currently living as a human being named Enya. Contact: email@example.com Instagram: @earthbyenya & @enyaliveroed
And I feel like that is everything I need to say, but you know I love words and writing down everything, so I won't stop there. You are walking into a whole new world these days, starting seeing yourself for who you actually always have been, and not who everyone else always have told you that you are. I can see you struggling with dealing with close family and how they always seen you, and trying to stay true to who you actually are when you're with them, and from where I'm writing to you today, that is still kind of hard, because they "known" you you're whole life, they think.. But we will make it together, standing up for ourselves and they will eventually see that they never knew you as much as they thougth - that even though we love each other because we're family, we actually have to get to know each other like any other realtions every year.
This is you. This girl you will start show up as from this month on, that is you. And no one can actually take that away from you, they can only decide if they like it or not - and that is not your problem to fix. You can only do you, and I see that you're starting to understand that now, and it's about time you understand that the way you see and speak to yourself, heal and help others as well. So it's time to start loving yourself and showing it, you have nothing to fear.
You are strong enough for this journey, oh yes, you are.
Love.. Oh, how I know that has been a challenging feeling for you ever since you were a kid. You learned a lot about love in your early childhood days. And then? You learned a lot about love without passion, and ended up learning some heavy things about how it is being abused later on in life. May 2019, and you started healing it all. I see you have planted a new seed. And for this one, I'm forever grateful. This one will grow quicker than anyone else, because this seed that you have planted in you this May? It's always wanted to grow, so bad.. But you never watered it, and actually, water was everything it ever needed to start growing fast. Already later on this year, you will benefit from this seed, you wil already have learned so much about you and how you love by august. You will face some ups and downs, think a lot about love, what kind of love you want - fall into old thinking patterns, but this seed will always be strong, because actually, you planted this seed a long, long time ago.. From were I'm writing to you now, you have found a lot of love within yourself, and you have started giving it out to others freely. May version of Enya - you were fucking brave. Thank you.
With all the love in this world, december 5th version of yourself.
.. Dear april version of Enya, you are now reborn in every way. And I can see that you have gotten back in touch with the little kid in you. You're smiling, trying, trying, trying. Loving the process of learning. You have studied yourself before you turned six, and have again adapted your natural way of being, of living. It's beautiful to watch. And from where I am today, I just feel so warm and happy inside when I see you walking through life like this, beginning the gypsy life you were always ment to be living. Your seeds have started growing, slowly, but surely. And the best, is yet to come. Keep on shining, baby gurl.