Failure is probably my worst nightmare. But I realized that it's kind of okay, even though I'll never admit it again. It doesn't feel great when something doesn't turn out the way you wanted it to but later, when you do succeed, it feels so much better than if everything always turns out the way you want them to. Then it's something you expect. It feels worse when you do "fail". Because everything always goes wrong somehow. I guess all I wanted to say was that failure is kind of good? if you take a look at what you did wrong and fix it, instead of wallow in self-pity. Which I tend to do.
To everything always going wrong. //Love J