Hey y'all. Sorry for not update as much as I should.. It's just that this last couple of weeks I haven't felt like doing it. So anyway, things are going good around here. Today I am just gonna write about something that I thought y'all should always think about.

So recently it has happened a lot of stuff which got me thinking about this - You know when you feel like being rude and treat the people around you or a special person exactly the way they are treating you? Because you want to prove/show to them how much it hurts when they are treating you they way they do..? Then all of a sudden,before you've actually done anything to them, you realize that you can't be that mean and rude to them because that's simply not you? The one golden rule - always treat people the way want them to treat you. I live by this rule every single day & I'll always do. The thing about this is that It's hard when someone is treating you bad and you want to show them how much it actually hurts but you can't because then you'll break the one rule you have.. And that is NOT me. I won't break that rule. Treat me bad and I WILL say something but I won't do the same thing as you're doing to me because no one deserve to feel that way and I don't want to sink to your level. Just a little something to think about for the day, Goodnight y'all.

Ps. I just think this picture is hilarious 😂

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Hej, idag blire ett snabbt inlägg, ska iväg & handla med little bro, Kim & Chase. Igår vart jag med Robert & han hade köpt en julklapp till mig, så gulligt 😅 Min jul har varit super, fick en massa presenter av familjen, så snälla 🙈 Fick kläder och sedan av mamma & pappa hemma fick jag pengar, så idag ska jag shoppa smink & förhoppningsvis kläder 😂 Snart äre nyårsafton & vet inte riktigt vad vi ska göra då , vi får se.
Har skapat en privat instagram så följ gärna den, jag heter @micanlillyprivat länkar den nedan. Nu ska vi iväg , skriver mer om julen senare, i ett nytt inlägg ✌🏼 Ha det👋🏻 Ooh förresten har klippt mitt hår & är så sjukt nöjd 👌🏻



Just nu ligger jag i sängen och tänker på allting där finns att tänka på. Ni vet när man lyssnar på musik & man verkligen känner det som artisten säger? Jo, det är så det är nu. Jag lyssnar på Veronica Maggio & Thomas stenström. Ni har förmodligen inte hört talas om / gillar inte Thomas Stenström, Han sjunger bla "slå mig hårt i ansiktet", anyways, han har sådana underbara låtar. Kan verkligen inte beskriva det. Det är som att låtarna går direkt in till mitt hjärta & bara berör mig på ett otroligt sätt. Iaf vad jag ligger & tänker på är människor och vem du egentligen kan lita på & min sammanfattning är att - det är inte många du kan lita på. Idag så fick jag frågan av en kille på brottningen "You don't trust people easily right?*. Och den frågan fick mig att tänka, gör jag det? gör jag inte det? Först så svarade jag "No I don't" & sen så tänkte jag igenom det och sa "I trust them until they give me a reason not to". Vilket är sant, från början så litar jag på dem men om dem ger mig en anledning att inte lita på dem så kommer jag inte göra det. Anledningen till varför jag skriver allt detta är pga min upplevelse här i Louisiana. Många människor som jag trodde att jag kunde lita på visade sig vara människor som inte alls kunde lita på. Vet ej om det är nån grej med Louisiana eller nått men sedan jag kom hit har jag insett att man måste vara väldigt försiktig med vem du litar på & vem du släpper in & visar "your true self".

Since almost two weeks back I've been talking to a guy, (Robert) you've probably seen the video on Instagram and he is amazing. And I don't know how many times I've told him that he is "too good to be true". He is so sweet, kind, handsome with an great personality and you know they say there isn't such thing as "perfect"? Well.. in my eyes he truly is. But here is the thing ever since I got here most of the people I've getting to know have either turned out to be fake and not trustworthy at all or I've just felt that from the start. And that is why I've told him like a million times that he is "too good to be true". Its just extremely hard to trust people and for some strange reason its harder here than back in Sweden. I really want to trust him but I am not sure how to because i want to protect myself from getting hurt. Right now, I guess, my best option is to trust him bc he haven't give me a reason not to trust him and just go all in. My purpose of posting this is that I really want you guys to think an extra time before you lie, cheat or being dishonest to someone because they might end up getting hurt and its not worth it. Be honest to everyone especially the people you love. Now I am going to talk to Robert soo smile and just be happy! Merry Christmas and a happy new year y'all. I miss and love you. Ps. sorry for half of the post being in Swedish and half of it in English hah. Puss babes!!



Hey Everyone. How are you guys? I am doing good. To be honest with you guys, I have had a rough week with mood swings, a whole lot homework, Ive been extremely homesick, disappointed at myself and "friends" that turned out to be anything but friends and a lot more. As we all know thats how life is, it have its ups and downs, life isn't always a dance on roses as they always said. But to make you guys happy, its all starting to get better again. Finals are over and I passed every single class, In English I got a B, Algebra 2 - A, Law Studies and Civics - A. I am so happy, 3 As and 1 B, thats pretty good if you ask me.. and once again I learned that - hard work always pays off in the end, you just can't give up, you just gotta keep fighting. I am improving in wrestling as well. I had a match this thursday and it went really good. The first one went fast and I lost, but the second one tho, I didn't quit and I got some points, even tho I lost it was a really good match and my coaches was so proud over me, I was so hype afterwards haha.

Soooo what else happen? Oh last week me and my Law studies class we went to Benton court house and Bossier Maximum prison and it was awesome. It was interesting to actually see how it is when you get arrested and sent to jail and you know what guys? It looks like it does in the movies :o. Even tho it was interesting, it was sad to, seeing how the prisoners are treated, what they are eating and how they are living. When we were there one of the security guards said something that I still can't forget, "The difference between you and them, They got caught and you didn't". And that is absolutely right, we have all done something that probably could get us end up in prison but we didn't get caught. They made a bad choice and will probably, hopefully, regret it for their entire life and then yes ofc, there are some exceptions, we all know that. A thing that really touched me was when an inmate was talking to us and you could see that he had a good heart. He was in prison bc of drugs, gang involvement and some other stuff, and when he talked to us you could see that he regretted everything, I really hope he will do better when he get out.

Now I won't write anymore for today, I'll just post a lot of pictures like always! Hope y'all doing good, smile and be happy. Puuuuusss

Benton court house

this is what they confiscated over the years 😂

I'll miss you guys so much :( <3 My lawstudies

Some really awesome people, right here🙌

Saknade där hemma <3

I got a present from Ms. Podner, my lawstudies teacher. She is so sweet, she even wrote in Swedish , a little help from google translate ofc hah "Micaela, tack för att du tog min klass och för att vara en sådan underbar student. Glad helg, Mrs Podner", Almost right ;) The second picture is a project we did in English :)

haha James and Josh, Alex, bestfriends ❤

Hah my friend sent me this 😂

Underbar kväll med lilbrosan <3

Is the movie good babe? Extremely focused 😂



Hi everyone! I am in a mood to update my blog soo imma do that now. Thanksgiving, an american holiday as most of you guys know and I love it, food, family, friends, shopping, can it be any better?! I spent the whole thanksgiving decorating with my family and throwing away a whole lot of old christmas stuff. We decorated with lights and a lovely christmas tree and of course stockings over the fireplace, (love it). What's different from what I am use to in Sweden - Around here, most of the people use plastic christmas trees instead of real ones as we do in Sweden. Different from what I am used to but I have to be honest and say that its a lot easier with a plastic tree 😂.. Then you can discuss if a plastic tree is as beautiful as a real tree.. 😉

As the clock turned 6 (p.m,, obviously 😉) we ate the food we (dad n momma, oh and Kim n Shannon) cooked during the day and it was sooo yummy! A lot of stuff that I've never tried before and I can assure you that when I come back to Sweden, I will introduce y'all to thanksgiving food/American food because its sooo good😍 I am going to try to explain what everything is, with help by my brother and his girlfriend cuz I can't do it without them haha. The day before thanksgiving I helped Jeremy and his family to decorate their house and wow they had a lot off stuff and when I say a lot then I mean A LOT. Or well they might not think it's much but to a little swede like me it is😂...

This weekend we went to the boardwalk and watched the fireworks over the red river and it was sooo beautiful, wow! Now to all the pictures, 😍

Bro and I got bored so we went to Gullo's market to get something to eat, greaaaaat day :)

My Jearbears House (Jeremy's) 😍

A mess ...

that turns out to something beautiful..

My Christmas tree 🎄

Turkey, Baked Sweetpotato casserole with marshmallows, Mashed potatoes, Green bean casserole, Pecan pie, Chocolate lasagne, Chocolate chip cookie cake, Apple pie, Dinner rolls aka Fluffy dots, Cranberry sauce, Devil eggs, Stuffing/dressing, Honey butter

We went to horseshoe, which is a casino near the boardwalk before the fireworks, yesterday, and ate a huge buffeé, yummy tummy!!

Fancy som tusan!

YAYYY! (The third video wasn't suppose to be there but I am too lazy to remove it, sorry guys, hope you still love me)



Hey y'all! I am sorry for not updating my blog as much as I should, i'll try to get better at it. Anywaaay lots have happen since last time I wrote. Wrestling, drama, school, bdays, just a whole lot of stuff. I'll start off by saying that Me and Gabe are not together anymore, we broke up about a month ago. Now when y'all know that we can talk about something fun instead. I am thinking that i'll tel you about last weeknd! Friday last was a normal cozy Friday. This Saturday tho, My 17 year old Bdaaaay! Oh yeah , I am 17 now!! Just one more year until I am 18 & an adult ;) My Saturday.. I woke up at 6 am and cooked some breakfast to leave for a wrestling tournament at 7 am. We went to a High School called Parkway and we started wrestling at 9. My host mom came and looked and I hade two competitions. It went great even tho I lost em both, still extremely fun! After the tournament, Me and my Momma went to Johnnys to eat some pizza and a drink at Starbucks, yummy tummy! We drove home and as I got home I walked into my room and I see a GIGANTIC LION!! I screamed so happy I was hah!! Thank you best host family for the gifts.. We ate a Ice cream cake and it was soooooo yummy, like it was amazing. I talked to my parents in Sweden and open some gifts they sent me and I got a lot off stuff, (2 kg candy for ex) they are just sooooo darn sweet. A really good Birthday!!

Now I am laying in bed extremely tired, had an really great day with my brother and some friends. I'll just post a a lot of pictures! I'll write this weekend again because tomorrow its thanksgiving and we are celebrating it and since its my first thanksgiving, I am sooo excited n I will probably eat too much food but after all it is my FIRST thanksgiving ;) Hope youre doing good babes, I'll be better to keep y'all updated <3 Goodnight everyone



Right now I am sitting in My math class , bored n feel like doin something. It's thursday which means that it's 5 days until ... my first competition in wrestling.. extremely nervous. Like what if Im going to compete against someone that is really really good? I'm trying not to think that way but what if? 😩😅😬

äääschhhh, f**k it, I'll do my best and since it's my first competition I can't be pro ;) I have good coaches and a good team, so I think it will be alright. Right now , I am aiming for weight class 1,52 which means I gotta watch everything I eat. If my weight is for ex 152,3 I can't compete in 152 which means I have to move up one , I'll rather not do that. Anyway wish me luck, I'll need it!! This weekend imma go out and run and keep myself going. I can't lie and say that I'm not excited tho... hyyyyppeee.

Anyway things here in LA , is going good. My best friend Emmy, left this Monday , miss her so much :(. And to you guys who doesn't know , she was going back to Germany since she live there. Anyway , now Imma go back to sleep or something haha , hope you guys doin good in Sweden, I miss you more n more every single day



Just nu ligger jag i sängen efter en härlig lördag. Idag vart det hoco (homecoming). Morgonen started med att jag lagade scones & mös framför tv:en. Sedan åkte vi till brosans football game & kollade på han. Runt 2 så åkte vi hem & då var förberedelserna i full gång.. Emmy kom till mig runt 2:30 & vi gjorde ve oss tills runt 4 då Nora, Katie & Nick hämtade upp oss för att åka till LSUS (ett collage) i Shreveport för att ta bilder. Spenderade 1 timme där med att ta lite bilder & så. Runt 5:30 stack vi till Shogun, En japansk resturang där dem lagade maten rakt framför en & gjorde konster och så, fett coooooolt ;) Rutn 7:40 så kom Gabe och hämtade upp mig, Emmy & Nora för att köra oss till hoco. Och nej, Jag & Gabe gick inte tillsammans på hoco men han var så gullig.. Han körde oss dit & klädde upp sig med skjorta och allting så vi iaf ta några fina bilder, mega söt är han. Han hämtade till och med mig efteråt och vi stack hem till han & hängde med Austin & Matt, och jag hängde lite med hans syskon hehe, Ovanligt Miccan ovanligt (för ni som känner mig) ;) Och nu är jag extremt trött och funderar på att bara sova... Så det tänker jag göra nu!! Godnatt världen , du är bra du <3

Måste även skriva att homecoming vart inte riktigt som jag tänkt mig, sorry to destory it to ya but nah.., hah nä men asså det vart inte så kul, Vi gjorde det kul dock ;) Tur att jag hade mina girls!! + Dem älskar att grinda & twerka här haha!

Ps : kommer en massa bilder som vanligt & btw vart på homecoming football game i fredags så det kommer bilder från de också, VIKINGS <3

Bra härliga grabs <3

Getting ready - Glada som tusan!


Hgulligt, Btw - ni skulle ha sett klänningarna som tjejerna hade, helt gorgeous, notice the girl with the white dress in the picture :o



It's Monday .. again. This weekend went by tooo fast. We did have an awesome weekend tho. So , now you may wonder who he is? He is a guy I met in my math class the first day of school and we have been talking on and off since I got here. We started to hang out more and more.. and I started to like him a whole lot... and about a week ago was a wonderful day.. he asked if I wanted to be his.. and I said yes so yea - everyone meet Gaaabe, my boyfriend!!😄

Friday, was just a cozy Friday at home with my family, good movies and ofc food ;) Gabe came to my house after the football game & we just sat outside my house and talked, under the stars and it was just amazing, can't even describe it.

I woke up really early on Saturday morning for some reason which I cannot understand hah. Taylor (my little bro) had a football game so we went and watch it. After that we got home and went shopping, Me, Chase, Taylor, Kim and Wendy. Later that evening, Austin picked me up and we went to Gabe's house for the bbq. We ate, laughed, and just had fun. Yesterday, Sunday, started off as a really lazy day and then at 1;30 it was game on!! We played AIRSOFT!!! My first time and the first round, omg hahah I was so lost, I had no idea what I was doing.. still awesome tho. We started playing at 2:30 pm and stayed until 7 pm, crazy and just awesome.

After this - sweaty and ugh, we drove to home to Gabe's house and ate Chinese food and an awesome B-day cake!! So imagine this- Vanilla ice cream, chocolate and then chocolate ice cream and on top - cookie dough and whipped cream, wow like the best cake I've ever had! 😍

Thank you to y'all who was there and made this weekend a really really awesome one!!

Now - Pics 📷 😄



Hi! How ya'll doing? I'm doing great here, school is going great. Since I haven't written so much of what I've actually been doing, I figured why not write about that? So what have I been doing the last couple of weeks? Except going to school, I have been spending a lot of times with Him, Austin, Jear-Bear, Emmy, Nora and some other friends. They are extremely nice and I am so happy to met to them all. I have also been doing Gracie Jiu-jitsu. So here is the thing, at home I have been doing Brazilian jiu-jitsu without GI, and here I am, doing Gracie Jiu.-jitsu with Gi which is soo hard. Going from no GI to GI.. But it's so fun and I am working out with a really fun gang so it makes it fun and just awesome.

Tomorrow = Friday = the best day of the week! I got a feeling that this weekend will be really good. On sunday, it's My boo's B-day. So this weeken is like a birthday weekend, he is having a bbq with some friends and family and since it is a awesome gang, I am sure we'll have lots of fuuun! I'll write about that later on. Sunday, we might go and play paintball which I have never done before.. My little brother have been warning me that it will hurt but ääähh, little pain can't hurt no body and also - Om du är med i leken, får du leken tåla!! Go all in or don't , så jag är taggad som tusan asså!!

I am not going to lie and say that I am not having a hard time to come up with subjects for my blog... , Like what do you guys want me to write about? Because reading about what I am doing every single day aint that fun.. haha. So if you would like to comment or write to me what you want me to write about I would be really happy and appreciate it!!

I've also found my favorite place here.. Louisiana Boardwalk!! I love it , it's a place where you walk, eat or you can go shopping or you can walk by the red river, it's just so beautiful.. It reminds me of Sweden. Love that place so much!!

Thanks guys,. Puss på er <3

Pep-rally at school

"Swedish Fish"... Fake af ;) We all know what brand that is the real deal (Malaco, for you who don't know) ;)