Thoughts

You were mine
And I was yours

I saw a future with you..
I really did

But something happened
And then it all fell apart..

I blame myself for that
But I shouldn’t

Because it was neither of our fault
Life happened

Maybe we could have ended up together
But the timing wasn’t right

Maybe we’ll meet one day
And it will all turn again

Or maybe we will meet and pass each other like strangers do

I don’t know..
But I’m thankful that I’ve gotten to know you

We may lose contact after all this time..
But thank you for being my friend

Love,
🌹

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My Day, travels

I only recorded a lot of today,
These are the only good pictures I got

We went zip lining and hamster wheeling..
It was scary as fuck

Don’t be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

I hope she loves you..
Just as much as I do...
Maybe more than I do

I hope she cares about you..
More than I did.

And I hope she takes care of you..
Better than I did


But I guess she does..
That’s why you’re with her,
And I’m happy for you
Or at least I try to be

Because you deserve the best and I wasn’t even close

Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

Why can’t I have a best friend?
Why does it have to be so difficult for me..?

Why me??

Why can’t I have a boy who loves me to death..?
Why??

Why can’t i just have a normal spine..? One that doesn’t hurt every two minute...??
Why???

Why can’t I have a close family?

Why can’t I just be less me...?

Why...?

ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

I just wish he would love me as much as I love him..

Or at least show it more..


And if he doesn’t love me.. if he doesn’t even like me..
What is all this then..?

ThroughMyEyes

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travels

Two more days and I’m on a plane again...

I’m excited but still not

I’m tired of flying

But adventure is always welcome

Especially now

I’ll try to update with pretty pics!

Don’t be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

The worst part is when it's completely quiet...

And I have no one to talk to..


When it's just mad quiet and for 2 weeks I has someone beside me, breathing, just making some kind of noise which made me less lonely.

And a year ago or something I had someone to constantly text with..

So I was never completely alone..


But now..

This silence..

It's killing me..

And I don't know what to do..


It's driving me insane..

I just want to do something that makes me...

Forget..


Forget what a failure I am...

Forget who I am..

Just forget everything..

Forget this life..


I've never been good at living..

ThroughMyEyes

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