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Thoughts, travels

I am soooo in love..

I haven't been in Los Angeles yet, so I can't say that I'm in love with the city..

But maybe I will fall in love with it once I'm there.

But right now.. I'm sooooo in love with London!!

I honestly wanna move to London and live for a few years.

I'm going back next month, with my family

There was tons of drama according that, and I ended up saying that I don't wanna join anymore because my mother made everything so complicated.

But it worked out in the end.

And I'm joining, as if I wasn't.. hahahah. I already got my ticket :)!

I'm soooo excited...!!

Totally in love with London, I can't get enough.

I might move there next year, maybe.. I'm not sure..

I'm between LA and London..

I mean... Sunny LA or rainy but charmy London..?

what to do...!?!

I still have time I guess..

And I need to save up a bit ...

But I'm soooooo ready to move ..

Or maybe I'll end up with that job in Spain/Italy next year..

I don't know.. We'll see.

I'm just really excited going back to London. And I can totally see myself living there for a year or two.

If it wasn't so expensive to live there that is.. we'll see

I'm just really confused on what to do with my life.. Or the next couple of years!

Oh well... It'll work out :)

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I don't really know what to write today..

I'm a bit down I guess..

Nothing important really.

I'm not homesick or anything..

Just friendsick, I guess...

But I have to start being my own friend.

Because I can't rely on people to be there for me, because they aren't

It's time to be my own best friend.

And actually, the other day I thought to myself that I have to force positive thoughts in my head and not let the sad and negative ones win

Not easy...

But I don't want to be sad anymore

I don't know where I'm going with this.

I guess I'm just trying to make everything make sense to myself by writing whatever comes to my mind..

Which isn't much since I never think..

Other than when it's too quiet and all the negativity sneak up on me..

Oh well, let's not let it get into my head from now on!

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travels, Wales, Vlog

First of all..

I can't believe I got 30 subscribers!!

Thank you if you're one of them :)!

Anyways, here is a new vlog.

Wales vlogs are coming up.

The first ones aren't really the best ones.

And I don't know how many there will be.

But we'll see :)

It'll be great I hope :)!

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Call me weird or whatever..

But I can't wait for the future..

It's weird, since I barely lived like a teenager should... but whatever..

I can't wait to meet the man I'll spend the rest of my life with, and yes, once I'm married, I'll stay married, unless something real bad comes between us and there is no way out.

But other than that, I can't wait to start that life, and to have some happy years together.

And then get a family, and have ma little girl.

This is so weird for me to say since I never wanted to get married.

And I since I'll probably end up forever alone anyway...

but if I'm not ending up with someone, then I honestly can't wait.

Ahahah this just made me quite sad since I feel like I haven't lived yet, but when I think about it, I've been around the world a lot. I sure want to see more, but not alone.

And I just really want a friend, who wants to explore with me, or just hang with me.

I'm just really desperate for friends...

Anyways, some thoughts :)

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My Day, travels, Wales

The other day I felt so bad for eating so much junk food that I went for a run along the beach...

And I was sore for 2 days straight...

Also I took some awesome pictures that day and had a photoshoot by myself, where I also had to be the photographer, since everyone I know here works, and I had no one to help, I had to get creative

Anyways, here are some pictures :)

It was freezing cold btw... But sooo worth it!!

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My Day

I've been on a roll for weeks now, tryingt to do as much as possible while I'm here.

These last days, I've been way too exhausted.

I have not been able to sleep.

So yesterday I had work and I had like 3 hours of sleep, so I was completely dead.

I got some sleep tonight though.

Even if it wasn't a lot.

I got work in 2 hours..

And after that i'm gonna go to Cardiff.

It's a stupid story but it makes me so happy.

If I don't have any luck today, then there's always tomorrow,, and I'm off tomorrow so yeah :)

I'll still be waking up early, because I don't wanna waste my day.

I have two more weeks or so here..

Weird, but I'm scared of packing because I don't know if I'm over the weight limit.

Oh well, we'll see

I still have half an hour or so, before I have to get up, which is good:)

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Get to know me

61) Why?

Why what?

62) What's your favorite knock-knock joke?

don't have one.?

63) What is your favorite commercial?

Don't have one.. Actually, the gum commercial, where the "Can't help falling in love with you" song is in. So cute, makes me feel forever alone...

64) If you could spend the day with any celebrity, who would it be?

Shawn Mendes

65) What is your favorite breakfast food?

Chicken noodle soup !!!!!

66) Do you like guacamole? Have you ever been in a food fight?

Never had guaccamole... Not been in a food fight but that would be fun!

67) What is your favorite thing to spend money on?

Thing... well, what about person? Then ma honey, or food... or bags.. and uneccessary things that I find cool.

68) What is the weirdest thing about you? Are you proud of it?

Weirdest thing about me... hmmm... I don't know.. probably my face, no I'm not proud of it.. some days I am, most days I'm not.

69) Ever been in love with 2 people at the same time? Do you think that's wrong?

I don't think I've ever been in love.. I don't know how it feels to be in love, I guess... I've liked someone a lot. If it was love, I don't know.. Probably not. I can't say that I've been in love, but I have however liked someone a lot.. maybe more than a lot.

Do I think it's wrong.... I mean.. I've been crushing on 2 people at the same time.. but that's just a crush.. Love.. I don't know.. maybe a bit wrong.. Like.. I guess you'll have to love one of them a bit more than the other. I don't know.. hard questioin

70) Ever had any relatives in jail?


71) Glass half full or half empty? Or is the glass just malformed?

Half full

72) Mountains or the beach? View, or the TV?

Beach, View

73) Plane, train, or car? Boat, subway or teleportation device?

Train, Teleportation Device

74) If you could retire tomorrow, what would you do?

Get away for a little while

75) Ever sold/donated your blood? If you haven't do you want to?

No, but sure

76) Crowds, small groups or "Go away, I'm a loner"?

Small groups or "go away, I'm a loner"

77) Name the most terrifying moment of your life so far. Have you recovered from it?

Name it...(?) I'll quote it "Either you cut contact or you go back home", not recovered yet... still mad about it.

78) What famous person do people tell you that you most resemble?

Kim Chiu.. don't think I look like her..

79) What is the strangest thing you have ever eaten?

Pig.. like a big grilled pig that you can still see is a pig.. I guess it's weird for me.. I used to love eating the skin.. but when I had it a few years ago again, it was the most disgusting thing ever..

80) If you could bring any person back to life, who would it be?

My dad's mom.. I wanna know how she is.. Apparently I look like her...

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My Day, Thoughts

It is weird...

It is super weird..

I mean..

I know, we have gotten close and really good friends..

But.. Don't say that you love me..

That's like..


Sure.. Like me as a friend or a sister... "love" me like a sister...

But ... Don't say that you love me.. yuck..

I mean.. sure, I'm the best thing you got in Wales, HAHAH... He even said that last night, and I made it clear that he meant me, because who else would be the best here..?

Anyways, today was a dramatic day at work.

There was an accident, and the ambulance came and all..

And I don't handle panic well.. I mean.. I can barely think when I'm normal, and I'm suppose to think when I'm panicking.. heh.. no..

But it all turned out okay, the lady is fine and I got off work earlier than I thought:)!

And I just came home from a walk...

This guy finally gave me my money back.. He annoys me, and I will not hang out with him again..

He asked me to go for a walk to eat somewhere.. and I was like sure..

But he ended up getting high, and not able to take the bus..

So we walked around, got to a place where they sell the food we wanted to eat. and that was that.

I basically only met up with him to get my money back..

so that was the last time I hung out with him :)

That was basically my day, and some of my thoughts.

I'll upload another post with my London pictures :)!!!

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K friendzoned me last night, or familyzoned me HAHAH

Which I honestly don't mind.

He said that I was like his sister

I'm happy about that.

But he still gets a bit touchy touchy.

And this night it got weird...

Like he got waaaaaaaaaaay too close...

Which is a bit... I don't know..



I got some cool pics yesterday...

Basically had a photoshoot by myself.

So I've spent a few hours screenshotting the footage hahah

I'll upload them once I got more time!

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