Thoughts

Hello,
So..
I've realized that I have been a terrible person lately
And that is not the kind of person I would like to be..
So..
Tomorrow I'll be nice
Friendly
And try to see the positive things and not negative
Though
I don't think I can help it if something bugs me or annoys me..

But I will try my very hardest not to let it get to me

I don't want to quit earlier than the contract says
But if it can't be fixed then quitting it is..

Though I think i can stay a little longer than when the Swedish kids go home and I'll be all alone

Now.. this post doesn't really make sense

The girl I've been working for has been a bit.. I don't know.. she hasn't been fun to work with
No one connects with her
And I feel like we've all been a bit mean
So now, I want to start over
Try to not see the bad she does
Though a lot of stuff she does are a bit annoying but I'll try to see past it
For a day or two
If I succeed, then awesome
If not... then we'll see

Don't be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Weekly feelings

Changing isn't a bad thing
It never was


So take my heart for the weekend
Take my heart for the night


It been so long since later never came


Being and feeling alone was too much to face


You will never know just how beautiful you are too me


It gets lonely when there's no one to talk to

Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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My Day

Hello blog!
I know it has been ages!
I've run out of internet and now when I'm blogging I'm literally taking the free wifi at the beach so I'm currently laying here hahaha

I will however recharge my phone tomorrow as I couldn't do it a few days earlier, why.. I don't know
But anyways, I survived on 10GB.. barley
Hahaha

Anyways, just wanted to drop by, say that alive

Don't be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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My Day

Some kids...
Some parents...
Urgh
There is just sooo much rage inside of me right now!!!!

There's this woman staying at the hotel, and I've been working on the little fortune-teller animal thingy for so long! And I was proud of them! Soooo proud

And she just let her kids glue them on their drawings, use all of them and just.... urgh...
Makes me so mad..

I literally told her that she should know thy the kids can't take them home,
And she was like "you can just make new ones"

Bitch... you make them and then tell me how easy it is..

Urgh..

Don't be afraid to say something
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Weekly feelings

I look in the mirror
Questioning what I've become


I find comfort in my pain


Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up


Take a piece of my heart and make it all your own
So when we are apart
You'll never be alone

Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

I swear...
The girl I work with.. and live with..
She's like taken straight out of a horror movie

The Swedish guy I live with.. the first thing he said is "she looks like a serial killer"
After that he said that he got a weird feeling about her

I was hoping it was just me
But she is kind of strange

Maybe she is really really nice
But... so far I get the impression that she needs a personal assistant or something

I'm sorry but I can't be that person..
I get paid to play and dance with children
Not to assist a woman who is a decade older than me

The times I've been falling asleep, I've sorta woken up a few times and I've seen her staring at me..

Now that is creepy..
like.. really creepy!

I don't know what to do..
I'll give it a week.. at the most
And then we'll see

Don't be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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My Day, Thoughts

Okay...
So blog!
I need your help!!

The guy I work with has a tattoo
And it is sorta spelt wrong
Actually...
It is spelt wrong

It's suppose to be spelt "strength"... but he has it spelt "strenght"

And it's bugging me but I don't want to be mean

Someone at the hotel pointed it out today
And the guy said that it was right, that google translate spelt it like that..!
Omg..

Should we tell or shouldn't we..??? I don't know!!!

Don't be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Thoughts

"How are you?"
Those three words
That there worded question made me break down at work today

And it's been about an hour now
And I'm still crying
Can't seem to stop

I'm just
Tired

I wish the world only had one language
Maybe different accents
But one language
That way everyone would u defers from each other, in a way

But the world isn't like that
And some aren't interested in learning other languages
But don't be rude about it...
I can respect that languages aren't for everyone

I kept saying that I was okay when I wasn't
I kept saying that I was tired the times my eyes teared up
And once the tears escaped my eyes
I had no more excuse

"I'm okay"
"I'm tired"
Nope.. didn't work

Don't be afraid to explore
Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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Weekly feelings

When you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find


So when you hold my hand
Do you wanna hold my heart?
When you say you want me
Is it all of me or just one part?


I get to love you
It's the best thhing I'll ever do


Whatever will come
Your heart I will choose
Forever I'm yours
Forever I do


But the look on your face says "don't let me go"


Love,
ThroughMyEyes

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