I was suppose to sleep...
But I got too much on my mind
Things that aren't even worth stressing about
But somehow I still do..
I just want to turn off and get some sleep!
That would be great
But for now, I'm just on my phone, writing this nonsense...
Missing people I shouldn't be missing
Reading old conversations and wishing for my old life
I'm a mess
And I honestly just want a friend to talk to
But it's not that easy
At least not to me
I don't know about you readers, but I always have trouble to continue a conversation or what to say next
I mean.. if you actually know me, you'll get that I'm pretty sarcastic most of the time, I can't really be that serious.. but not everyone understand my humor.. if I can even call it that
And I'm only like that around the people I feel comfortable around
So it's not everyone
The ones I don't feel quite comfortable around I just try to not be too much in front of them.. because I'm afraid they'll find me annoying
I know that I shouldn't care what people are thinking and I've gotten pretty good at ignoring the negative energy, but sometimes it just gets to me, you know.. and I feel all insecure and stuff
I don't know.. it's easier when you're with someone who knows you.. then you don't feel so insecure anymore
I don't know..
This post is random..
The person who told me to just text them whenever I needed to talk to someone isn't replying so I figured I'd just talk to you lovelies
Holding my own hand :)
Though I'm talking to everyone here, so it's not really my own hand, but your hand as well
Anyways, I should try to close my eyes for a bit now and visit dreamland :)
Thank you for listening!