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As a parent I am really strong about to say no too alcohol, I don't drink much. I can drink alcohol as a party or something maybe 3 times/year, as now? Nèlli wants to sleep over at her grandma, she took N and Charlie with her just a few minutes ago. My love is out and driving and coming home between 11pm-02am and me? As you guys can see I am going to drink little, just to calm myself down from these fireworks (which I hate) and going to play some games, watch movies and series.

And later? You will never know😉 (sssssch, be quiet)

So... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

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After a long but shortly week I just want to rest, my energy is down on but even that I can feel my energy. It's so weird!

But this day, I took a really long shower. Mommy time as I say, shaved my legs, took care of my face, listening to amazing music and just relaxing a little bit.

Tomorrow? Nèlli wanted to sleep over her grandma (her dads mom) and my man? Well, he is going to a party like always these days... And I? Well, I am going to eat ice cream, watching Disney movies and sing🙈

What are you guys doing tomorrow? How are you gonna celebrating the new year? Party? Family dinner? Sleep? Work? Tell me

Some photos from stuff in our bathroom, I really like it right now. After hours of fixing things, cleaning and decorating. Home sweet home❤️

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After everything I can finally say how wonderful it is to cleaning out this Christmas for this season, I have decorating little different so I can get more place to another thing in the living room, cleaning and stuff. And I can say that it's hard when you have pets and kids but it ain't impossible 🙈

And I hope I got something more than thanks this time, you know who. And I press my limits to the top, okay. Let me talk about that.

I am depressed, stressed and sad. I have been it for a long time for reasons I can't think about, I haven't shop food for maybe 2 months and today? I did it, I took my girl in the babystroller and shop. I haven't ate before I shopped and I could feel how warm my body got, but I did It and I am so proud!

So, after a whole day full cleaning and stuff I can finally sit down the rest of the day. Do the last thing tomorrow and then? Finnish! And just the top of the cake I will take some photos and upload it here, so you can see a little bit of our home. And it ain't perfect, pretty and stuff but it's a home.

If I can buy a house our get a more nicer apartment in the future, it will look more fantastic🙌🏼

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This text ain't about parenting or maybe a little but not even close of what I am write as usual, this text is more to open my heart, open myself for you.

I have so much going on right now, me emotion status is higher than high and I cry more than smile. People says that when you get the roll as a parents you will never be sad or whatever, "never let your child see your emotions" and my girl has see me cry everyday for a few weeks now.

I will never say so much as everything on why, it's to personal.
But I can say this... When you get to know someone, fall in love and you can't stop thinking about this person. When this person starts to ignore you, starts to... Stop talking or see you, you will feel like nothing. You ain't worth nothing.

I am in a deep deep ocean, I can't eat like normally. Some times I eat a lot on the same time and some times I stop eating for days and just drink things...

I hate to feel like this and this is the end, I am going from now do everything to keep this up. To make things like they was before! I am gonna fight for this, even if I am down, mentally down and stuff. I AM GONNA FIGH FIGHT FIGH FOR THIS!!!

I love you all, never stop fighting for what you love
❤️

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i am so happy right now that i can't more than smile, this is just AMAZING and christmas is just around the corner.

Last sunday me and my parents went to the mall for some last christmas shopping, I bought 2 presents to my sisters Daughter and the last thing for Néllis christmas outfit. Now? Look at this amazing outfit, doesn't this looks cute? Tomorrow she will get a nice warm bath and we will fix her hair so it gets little Curly on the christmas eve, and I just sitting here and trying to figur out what i am going to wear, dress or not, how my hair and makeup will be.

Babe took his car to the mall this evening and shop the last thing, and when i got home? gOSH, this man can shop! So mush cute and nice things, I can't even imagen these prices for this stuff haha.

What do you think about the outfit? please, comment below your opinion.

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Hey all! So, a few days ago my Instagram got hacked and I was in such a big shock that I just cry for a few minutes. But, thanks to all my followers on Facebook and Instagram my old account is down, unfortunately I got all my old things their... But, now I got a new account. Already now I have changed in the link on top 👆🏼 (Instagram) so you go straight too my profile.

Hope you guys will follow me

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Hi everyone! N is sick again.. Her preschool called me after work that she has puke on the rest time after their Christmas lunch, my mother took her home and yeah I don't need to say more than that. Its horrible, soon its Christmas and this? My girl❤️

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The books I ordered has finally arrived and this weekend we are going to buy the last thing to Christmas and then everything is done. Néllis books is finally here, 10 books and I am so curious what these books looks like. So when she rests I am going to check the books out😍

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