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I love dressing up and i love taking pictures. It's not because i'm self-conceited, or anything like that. It has just become one of my hobbies. It's so much fuuuuun.

I love music as y'all already know. But sometimes i get in this jazz mood, where i can listen to Amy Winehouse all day long. Today was one of those days hehe.

I always sing in the shower (who doesn't???). Everytime i sing in the shower i feel like a superstar. EveryTime i get out of the shower and decide to sing, i sound like a cow with a cold. I guess we all can't be Beyonce.

Sometimes when i'm restless, i dance like crazy in front of my mirror. In my mind i dance like a female version of John Travolta, from Dirty Dancing. But really i look like, miley when she tried to twerk. But thats only at home, watch out for me in them clubs.

I have the biggest crush on Nas, i love everything about him. If my future husband doesn't listen to Nas, i'm cancelling our wedding. No joke.

That was all for today.
ciaaaao


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I've come across many types of people, but those i find the most hilarious are the ones acting like they are "all that". By "all that" i mean proud people. They're the funniest people you can ever come across. They be walking around acting like they are better than everyone else. They think that they can treat people how ever they want. They pretend to have this tremendous self esteem. But deep down they are the saddest people with the lowest self esteem lol. I shouldn't even be laughing at them, it's actually very sad.

At first they are six feet tall but after awhile, when their true colors show they become tiny insecure creatures. They think that you cant see thru them, so they continue to act proud. But little do they know, i do notice lol. And by the time i do, i lose all respect for them.

Note to everyone who got offended by this post. Check yourself and stop walking around with your nose in the sky. You are not all that. 😊😊😊

ciaaaao

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I usually don't post things like this because they are private, and not for the world. But this specific incident i had to post. I find it very funny and satisfying hehe.

For a while ago i used to kind of date this guy, me and him clicked very well in the beginning. We always laughed together and joked around. We understood each other and things got pretty serious, very fast, which is never good. We both knew that we liked each other more than friends, we used to talk about it alot. But all of a sudden he started to act very weird towards me. I could sense that something was wrong, i don't need to fill y'all in on the details. Anyways i confronted him, and he came up with all these excuses to start a fight instead of trying to solve the problem. This went on for weeks. I got fed up and told him, that we should end whatever it was we had. He agreed, and told me he wasn't ready for a relationship. A part of me hoped that he wouldn't agree, but after he did i thought maybe it's best this way. It ended pretty bad. We just yelled at each other and the conversation didn't go nowhere, so i just left. Before i left i told him "you will be back, don't expect me to wait for you".

Yesterday night i got a phone call from a number i didn't recognize. I answered and to my surprise it was him lol. In my mind i was like, oh no please tell me that you accidentally called me. Unfortunately it wasn't an accident. I don't hate him or anything lol, but people do move on with their lives. Anyways he was like "Sorry for everything, i really miss you" bla bla bla. Again in my mind i was like, tell me something i don't know lol. He then continued to confess how much he likes me and how he would like a chance to make things right again. I haven't talked to this guy for a decade, and he tries to holla at me now lol. I tried to break it down for him in a very nice way. I was like "First of all i told you so", it felt so good being able to say that lol. Then i told him that we could be friends and nothing more than that. He didn't agree, and told me that he had "changed" lol. I then told him again, that i had moved on and that i only would be friends with him. He then played the "I feel sorry for myself" card. He was like i just want to see you smile, i then replied i am actually very happy lol. He then started to get irritated and told me to stop acting hard to get.

Booooy please. What did he expect from me lol, why would i waste my time waiting for somebody. I told him very kindly that i didn't have any feelings for him and that i wished him the best. I hung up the phone before he got the satisfaction of arguing with me. I slept like a little baby knowing that i was right all along.

ciaooo, don't let these young boys fool y'all

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I refuse to settle for less, know your worth. Don't let people bring you down, whether it's strangers, friends or family. Nowadays betrayal and fakeness comes from every angle of life. But don't let that stop you. Prove to everyone doubting you, that they can't bring you down, show them what you're made of. This post is dedicated to everyone who don't want to settle for less. Often when i bring up what i want to do in the future, people laugh or tell me to choose something more realistic. Some even be like "Yeah, why not, go for it." and then behind my back they be making fun of me. I also have the type of people rooting for me just in case i make it lol. Yeah y'all know exactly what i'm talkin bout.

I love to rap!! Everyone that knows me, knows that music is my shit. Sometimes i upload rap videos on my IG (westafricanqueennnn). Some months ago something very eye opening and instructive happened to me. I uploaded a video and some guys decided to joke around and make fun of it. This thing blew out in my whole city. I had people laughing at me everywhere i went, even some of my own so called friends laughed at me lol. At first i was pissed, i was like why would they humiliate me like that??. But then i realised that, there is haters everywhere. They will never admit that they are hating on you, they'll just tell you that they are joking around. And it is totally okay! Why should i let them stop ME from chasing MY dreams and goals?? It's not like every single person thinks i'm a good rapper, just like not everyone thinks that pizza tastes is good. We all have different opinions and desires.

So instead of letting that incident affect me in a negative way, i saw it from a positive perspective. I won't lie though, it took some time. But more positive than negative things came out of it. I grew as a person and learned many different things. The most important thing i learned, was to never give up. Until the day today people are still laughing and making fun of me, but that won't stop me from grinding. It's really important not to care what people think, it's easy to say but hard to fulfil. But i will get there!! Btw criticism is good, we learn and develop from criticism.

Ciaooo




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I am getting so sick and tired of this racist shit. Two thousand and fucking seventeen, and they are still selling black people as slaves. What the fuck is going on. Why aren't people with higher powers doing anything about this inhuman act????. I keep asking myself that question. But now i know, they don't care about us. In their eyes, we are animals and non worthy creatures. They don't see us as human beings. They seem to forget that we all bleed the same color. After all, they have seen our blood many times before, because they have been the ones spilling it. After constantly whipping our backs's and raping our women, they should know the color we fucking bleed.

Am i angry??? Yes indeed, i am fucking furious. It's the year 2017, and we are still protesting against this fuckery. BLACK LIVES MATTER. I will not tolerate this anymore. This whole week i have heard people say "Protesting won't help". Well, sitting down and not doing shit won't either. At Least by protesting, we bring awareness to the issue.

It's funny how many non black people you see embracing the beautiful culture of ours. But when it comes to standing up for our rights, they are no where to be seen. Then we have black people that are living without these horrible circumstances, some of them are so comfortable that racism doesn't even bother them. So they don't care about all this inhumanity that is going on. And to all my black brothers and sisters that behave like this, WAKE THE FUCK UP. DON'T FORGET WHERE YOU COME FROM, STAND UP FOR YOUR FUCKING RIGHTS.

To all the human beings that actually care about humanity, may God bless ya souls. Y'all are the GOAT. To all my fellow swedish citizens, be at the manifestations on saturday, if you can make it. We have them all around sweden. Check if they have it in your city or in a city nearby. together we stand divided we fall.

Me, Alexandra and Oliver, made this beautiful sign for the demonstration on saturday.


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