I swear writing about this song is like so hard. I can't even comprehend how to describe the essence of it. Ugggghhhh it's so good I don't wanna mess it up T____T
Finally took the plunge and shaved the right side of my head. And I've never felt more comfortable with myself; I couldn't stop smiling when I got it done.
Rainy day here in Maryland. I just wanna curl up in a warm blanket and sleep like a cat but I had school and therapy today.
I like the rain but I hate driving in it ugggghhhh! It's like the worse! I think that's when people who don't know what there doing get on the road. Or they'll speed their way down, like it's called hydroplaning people did you not learn that in drivers Ed? Sigh
“Letting go means to come to the realization that some people are a part of your history, but not a part of your destiny.”
-Steve Maraboli (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
All I have to say is that I really like this. Only a few sentences yet it speaks so many words.
Ahhhh the smell of fresh paint. Is it weird that I like this smell? I always wondered that, I don't think I know anyone else that like the smell of paint?
Fishy mindset while waiting for my internship to pick up....
I need a life *sigh*
Scrolling through lovely tumblr and found this. I just love how this person stated this, cause I guess we can become so caught up on what's cool and what's not. How these people talk and act that we lose our selfs and who we are (whether we know who we really are or not).
Personally I found myself lost in people that didn't care about who I was, all they cared was trying to make me into something they could control. And it took me years later to finally understand that I wasn't the problem, they had the problem. Which takes a lot to say cause I guess people are ok with taking the blame rather than seeing how it can be someone projecting it onto us.
Cause it really makes you think. Like is it worth it to have "everything" but have nothing at the same time?
Those moments where you have to completely let go of control. Just let life take the course it needs to go. Well like can life give me a heads up? I'm not good at playing it cool and letting things be. I get antsy that thing won't go the way I want them too; then I realize sadly that they won't. The whole idea of letting a piece of paper decide if your the right fit for a job really takes away from the whole process of getting to know someone. Why do we have to just give a piece of paper out and wait in the long line of other pieces of papers waiting for that spot too.
It just baffles me that we as a society have to wait almost on hand and knee for things to open for us, yet society excepts us to automatically have everything together. It drives me insane! Just urrrgghh!
I don't know why this saying took me so long to get. It's like we as a society have become so wrapped up in being something we're not. No one can be perfect; we make mistakes, we have things about us that make us different. Yet here we are trying to rid of those things that make us who we are, instead of accepting them and understanding that it's ok to be different.
I know that I hated the things about me that people thought were "strange". Like ok I'm loud, ok I have a tenancy to say sorry, ok I have a body that doesn't look like a supermodel. But I've learned not to become so overwhelmed with the things I can't control. Those things are me, there mines and no one else's. And that feels pretty damn good to say.