Good morning!
I was gonna write something yesterday, since I had my first day at school, but when I came home me and my boyfriend decided to rearrange our room. We had plan to do it this weekend but he had time over from studying for a test so we decided to do it then instead. After that I was to tiered to write anything, so here we are.
First day was great, lots of information and new meetings with people. My new class is small but great, everyone likes to talk which makes it easy for me to talk as well. I’m rather shy when there’s new people around because of my social anxiety, but if they’re pretty open and talky then I can be to!
This whole week is just introduction, no real lessons, they start on Friday. I have a pretty chill scheme so there’s no long days, which feels good. In senior high school some days were actual nightmares. We started everyday at 8 am and we could end at 4 pm! Here, I start at 9 am and end at 3 pm, which is not that much of a difference, but it feels like it anyway haha.
Anyway, I’m in school atm and start in about 10 minutes when writing this.
Also, I bought a new hat yesterday after school! I have wanting this hat for weeks now and it feels so good to finally have it!

What are you doing today? Let me know in the comments.

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So this weekend my mom, her boyfriend and “my” dog came to visit. And calling it “my” dog has it reasons. I stand as the owner of the dog, who’s name is Bamse, but he lives with my mom. He was my dog to begin with but when I moved, he couldn’t come with me. So he had to stay with my mom, but I know he has it alright there and that he’s a good doggo.
It was fun having them here, I miss my mom a lot nowadays when I can’t see her as often as I’m used to. I miss Bamse too of course.
Sometimes I wish they lived a bit closer so that we could visit each other more often than we do at the moment.
Ugh... anyway, school starts tomorrow and I’m a bit nervous actually. I don’t really know what for, but it’s a new school and new teachers and new people in my classes so I guess that it scares me a little.
It will probably go away right when I step into the school, so no worries!

What did you do this weekend? Let me know in the comments!

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Happy new year everyone!!
I hope you all had a nice day and evening, with people you like and good food, because you know, good food is important! Haha.
I spent the day with my boyfriend and his family and friends of theirs. We ate some tacos for dinner and snacked on candy and cheese with crackers for later. It was a still full evening for us, no partying, no fireworks and not that much alcohol tbh. But I’m glad it was that way and wouldn’t wanted it any other way this year actually.
I got to end the year and begin this year with my favorite person in the world, I got to save some animals from being scarred for life with no fireworks and didn’t have a bad experience with to much alcohol. So I’m happy.
For this year, I’m looking forward to finally start studying again, have a routine with things. I’m also looking forward to turning 20 in March (!!!), it’s insane to even say it haha.
I don’t have any new year resolutions, but I have dreams to maybe achieve in 2018. I think that dreams is a better thing to have than putting up goals that you HAVE to achieve within the year. You put this pressure on yourself and some may deal with it differently than others, but some end up feeling bad about themselves for not achieving the goal at the end of the year. With a dream to maybe achieve during the year, you get a more movable kind of goal. If you don’t fulfill that dream, then you just go on and have that dream for the next year.
I see that it may be a little bit fuzzy on what I’m talking about, but in my head, it works haha.

Anyway, hope you all have a great time forward. How was your New Years? Let me know in the comments.

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Hello you guys.

So, Christmas was a thing that happened last weekend. I personally didn't have much of a Christmas spirit this year but to be honest, I haven't had it for the last couple of years either. I don't know why, but it's just not there.

However, I actually had a nice Christmas with nice people and good food this year. The food is always good and most of the people are nice every year, but I have had some experiences with Christmas in the past which make me dislike Christmas overall.

I had planned on writing a post before or after Christmas, on the fact that I don't actually like Christmas that much, but since I want this blog to be overall positive, it felt kind of hypocritical of me to write something negative on here, especially on a holiday that the majority of people see as a fun and a happy holiday.

Don't get me wrong, it's totally okay to be sad, negative, depressive etc. and I will probably write about something related to that in the future, but it is not what I want to write mainly about and what I want this blog to be about. I personally have to much negativity in my life and I think a lot of people have actually, so why would I contribute more to it? I hope you get what I mean. Maybe I'll write about it some other time, because I know I'm not the only one to dislike Christmas and everything around it, but not just this year since I had an actual good Christmas for once.

How was your Christmas? Let me know in the comments!

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I'm gonna try to make this as none cheesy as possible but I'm not giving any promises since I kinda like cheesy stuff and everything I do tend do turn out cheesy af anyway, sooo. Wow, that was a lot of cheesy in one sentence. Let's stop there.

HI! HELLO! ZUP?

Basic info about me; My name's Victoria, I'm 19 years old turning 20 next year. I live in a small town called Hedemora, located in the "northern" part of Sweden but I was actually born and raised in a small small town called Hultsfred in the southern part of Sweden. I moved here after I graduated senior high school this summer due to my boyfriend who's studying at a university nearby. I have plans myself to start studying at university in the future but I need to fix some of my grades first to be able to apply for the certain program that I wanna attend. So that's what I'm gonna do after new years and will be doing a year forward. I'm really exited actually. But hey, I'm getting a bit sidetracked here, back to business.

As I said, I live in Hedemora and I live here with my boyfriend and his parents atm (and there cute dog). I'm not going into details about why we live with his parents, but let's just say that things didn't go as planned and got fucked up basically.

I have a mom and a dad who's divorced since I was about 4-5 years old. They both live back in Hultsfred, which is about 400km away and almost a 5 hour drive. That part kinda sucks since I can't see my mom everyday and can't go visit my dad whenever I want to. But whenever I'm home for a visit, I always try to make the most out of the time there. I also have 3 half brothers back in Hultsfred. One older and two younger. So whenever I'm back home I try to visit them too and hang out at least once.

I have always had a huge interest in photography, writing, music, filming and sketching and I was so sure that THAT was what I wanted to work with it in the future. So when I applied to senior high school back in 2014, I decided to go with a media based program. Even though I now have realized, 3 years later, that I want to work with something completely else, I still don't regret my choice. The passion I had for those things are still here but I came to the conclusion that they're just a hobby and not something I wanna work with for the rest of my life. But I had this other passion of mine that had been growing stronger and stronger during a long period of time, ever since I was little.

This passion was and is animals. I absolutely love animals and everything about them. All the different species and creatures that there is in the world interest me so much. I love looking at different animals, learning new things about them, hold them and cuddle them, discover new animals and finding a interest in them etc. There are few things in this world that I care for so much that I do for animals. Therefore, I am also a activist for animals rights and in the process of going vegetarian (having a plant based diet) to begin with, and more and more turn fully to a vegan lifestyle. It's a process and a "challenge", but I'm all up for it and will have a great time getting there to reach my goal. So yeah, I wanna work with animals in the future. I still don't know in what form, I'm still in the progress of figuring that out fully, but hey! I still have time for that.

Other than being a animal activist, I also fight for human and women rights in society. Therefore you can call me a feminist. Feminism is a topic I can talk and argue about for hours, so be prepared for those kinds of posts in the future. I won't say I'm some form of expert on the topic, far from actually, but I learn each day and like to listen to people and what they have to say about it and with that form my own view and "version" of it. I hope you get what I mean and if not let me know in the comments and I will gladly try to explain better.

Okay, I promise that I'm done soon, I realize that it's a lot to read now and even I would have stopped by now haha, but I just wanna say this:

Since english is not my first language and even though I like reading/writing/talking english, there WILL BE mistakes in the communication. I WILL write incorrect grammar, I WILL misspell words here and there, I WILL have trouble getting my point through to people reading sometimes BUT THAT'S OKAY! I will learn along the way because with practice comes experience and if I don't do wrong, how the hell would I learn something new?

Love, Victoria

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I'm so sorry, the title of this is such a mainstream title to write when you start a new blog, like, how many blogs out there have the exact same title for their first post? But since it's late on a Saturday night I allow myself to be less creative with the title on this one haha.

I just want to start this blog up now after I have mixed and matched with the design for hours. It maybe won't look much to the world but for a perfectionist like me, a lot of work have gone into it. I still don't know if I'm 100% happy with it, but I'll have time for editing on that during all of this.

I don't know how many different blogs on different blog domains I have had during my 19 year old life, but I would guess that it's at least more than you can count on ten fingers. However, none of them have been ongoing for a longer period of time, as guessed. They would last about a month at most and then I would just stop updating until I felt the need to blog again and wanted to log in, only to realize that I had forgotten the password and had to make a new one. That's pretty much how the story goes for every new blog I have made during the years, BUT NOT THIS TIME!

Ever since I graduated and made my last big project in school, which was a blog and a video blog from my trip to Jordan in February earlier this year, I have felt a passion for writing again, but with my own rules this time. I have during every other blog felt the need to update EVERY SINGLE DAY, even multiple times a day, just because that was what you were supposed to do as a blogger back then. It was this unspoken rule that you had to follow if you decided to start a blog and if you didn't update everyday, no one would read your blog and you were considered as a failure almost. Not really a failure but you get the point.

So this time, I'm not going to put that kind of pressure on me. Why would I update if I don't have anything to write about? Pointless in my opinion. Therefore, I write and update when I want to, when I have something to talk about, when I want to show you something etc.

Sounds good? Deal? Okay, awesome!

As I wrote earlier, I just wanted to start this blog up, so I'll probably write a more informative post about who I am in depth tomorrow or something, just to give people a better view of me and leave this post here. I feel like I have written enough for now as I'm about to fall asleep just for reading all of this haha, but be prepared for loooong blog posts in the future as I am one who likes to write a lot.

Goodnight kisses to all!

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