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The days go fast now.... I can't understand it... I wish I could freeze time right now but life doesn't work like this... We are destined to walk this life and we can't stop it, how much we want we just can't...

Some day I will find out why I was put on this earth... We all have a task we need to do... Maybe my task is to let eveyone step on me and never be able to feel happiness or love....

A lot of dark thoughts tonight... Oh well, thats life.....

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Two lyrics I love with one of my favorite group as a kid. The group is called Hypetraxx and they have very good messeges in their lyrics! I just hope that they one day can give me strenght to be strong again!

Another cold and lonely rainy day comes to an end,

I have to clear my mind before I sleep what else I tend.
To close my eyes, and realize there nothing there but light.
I need shadow I need Darkness, to help me through the night.

Another cold and lonely sunday morning hurts my eyes,
cold water hits my face I only get up to see the skies.
I raise my head, look up and I'm surprised the clouds have gone,
I'm still in search for darkness, so I got to wait 'till dawn.

Some late night you lie awake
With your eyes focused on the door
Getting scared of your surroundings
Throwing shadows on the floor
Moonlight fades in all around you
Everything looks pale and grey
Better stop makin’ decisions
Or you’ll never see the day

Some late night you lie awake
And can’t stop starin’ at the wall
Memories of former times
Cannot help to catch your fall
Try not to walk around in circles
Or you might feel makin’ your way
Better stop makin’ decisions
Or you will never see the day

I'll give you the links to their songs so yo can listen for them yourself! It's very soothing music in my opinion at least, Listen for yourself and you be the judge.

I wish you all a god night

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Woke up with the worst backpain I've ever had.... Can't sit, stand or lie down... Constant pain I got some painkillers around 11:15 and they haven't worked yet! And I can't get any stronger pills before the doctor has checked me out.... Today, life really is a bitch!!!

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I've been for 12 days now... I'm tired of it but i know that this is the best place for me right now. Feels like I'm in some kind of fog and the days are blending together... Yesterday I went to maxi with my bofriend, I was away for 2 hours and I was a complete wrreck when I came back.... I hope to be able to take a walk with the personal around the house today... We'll se if it's possible....

But one positive thing about this is that I haven't gain any wheigt in here. I've actually drop 3,3 kilos since I was submitted! Every other time I've gain wheigt so I'm happy about that =)

Have a nice day everyone <3

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I've been away from the blog a while... I know I've been good at updating before but now I don't know what to write about anymore...

Most of my thoughts is like a twister... Nothing stands still and even if I try to catch at thought it disappears before i can find out what I'm thinking about....

I don't know how to stop this anymore.... That's why I don't blog because I can't get a hold of my thoughts more than a few seconds....

I'm stronger than I think......

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Haven't written in a while again... Feel like I don't have anything to write about right now... My head is empty I see no point in writing...

I think I'll have to try at least...

The 26th me and my boyfriend celebrated 7 months, I can't believe how fast the time has gone... I still love him as much as I did then... He is my teddy bear and I will never let him go!

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I've been busy and I haven't had the time to sit down and write...

Everything happens at once, bowling, choir, sing on a wedding, helping out at the Red Cross, on the board of a committee that helps people who lease their homes, and above all of this I have a dinner to plan for tomorrow...

I have something to do every weekend from now and all through May... Busy little bee 🐝

Bye for now

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I've joined the board of directors at my tenant compound and yesterday I was on a education to learn how to be a secretary, I'm proud that I went through with it and I also got a certificate to prove it 😊

So happy 😊

I'm going on another education 18 of March and I can't wait 😊

Easter me and my boyfriend are going to celebrate it with my mom and her soon to be husband 😊 So we will celebrate in Denmark this year 😊

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It's been a long week already... Haven't really gotten out of last week yet.... Has been a lot of hard things around me and today was a wonderful yet hard day.... I'm sorry that the days is almost over but I'm also happy at the same time... I'm mentally exhausted.... On my way home now and when I come home I'm going to put my feet up in the sofa and do nothing more! I think I'm going to eat pizza today... I don't feel like making dinner... Or maybe I just boil some eggs and eat a sandwich...... I'll se what I feel like when I come home...

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It's so nice to come home and just lay down in the sofa and cuddle with my cats 😊 They are my babies and I couldn't think of a life without them... They are my comfort when I'm alone home...

So now we are having a cozy moment in the couch watching a movie and just hanging out...

Tomorrow it's time for the gym with spiran... I love to go there and I feel like a new person when we are finished 😊 I'm also going to do another weighing tomorrow and hope that it'll be a - on the scale this time... The last two times it's been a + sadly enough... So let's hope for a - 😊

Bye for now 😊

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