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This'll be my last post for a while... I need to take a break from everything now.... I have so much in my head right now so I feel that I have to leave social media... I wish that all the thoughts in my head would disappear but I think it'll take a while...

I hope that you all can understand this....

Bye for now

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Want you with me forever! I wish that you had not needed to go. Every second without you seems like an eternity. It hurts to see you go and just knowing that we will be apart for 5 days is horrible. You have made such a impact on me. Can not imagine a life without you. I look at myself with new eyes. You have made me look at myself through your eyes. Haven't really got to that stage where I can see myself in the mirror and be happy with what I see, but you have helped me so much already! There is no one else for me. You are mine and I am yours to the end of the world!

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It's been a hard week, much pain and confusion... I'm tired of my bad luck.... Went to physical therapist with my hips Monday and got some exercises to do, then

Thursday I were bowling and felt the pain in my foot again... After that we went swimming and I swam 700 meters.... It's the first time I've been swimming for 1,5 years... And when I were done my arms were shaking and my triceps hurt like hell...

Then Friday I was playing tennis and my elbow started hurting so I got what they call a tennis elbow... I also did some other exercises like the plank and got huge bruises on my knees.... So tomorrow I'm going to call my doctor and see if I can get an explanation to why this is happening...

This is my knees right now...

I'm tired like hell but I can't sleep... My knees are worrying me and I'm afraid that it's something that I can't do anything about... I'll just have to hope for the best...

Well now I'm going to drink my coffee and knit a little...

Bye for now

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I'm tired, my arms hurt and I think it's going to be a hard tennis session tomorrow... I really gave it all today... Both when I was bowling and when I was swimming.... I haven't been swimming for almost a year and yet I swam 700 meters today... So I'm going to be a wreck this weekend....

But I like the pain... It's a good pain cause it means that my muscles are working as they should! So now I'm going to stay in my couch for the rest of the evening...

Bye for now

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I hate when I can't sleep... Have been awake since 1 and I can't get back to sleep again... This is starting to irritate me like hell! The worst part is that I have a lot of physical activities today... Both bowling and swimming... If I can't get enough sleep I won't be able to do this in the way I want to...

As it's morning on this Thursday means that tomorrow is Friday 😊 Witch also means that my teddy bear is coming to me 😊😊😊 I miss him so much! And want to be with him all the time... But I know that isn't possible right now... We just have to do the best of the situation...

Well I'm going to try and get some more sleep now... Just hope that I can...

Bye for now

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Yesterday me and my teddy bear celebrated 1 mouth together... I can't believe that the time has gone so fast... And yet it feels like we've been together for much longer... This man means the world to me and I love him so much... I've finally found my knight in shining armor! I can't believe that he is mine! He's lying next to me right now sleeping... I hope I don't wake him up he needs to sleep a little more... I've been awake since 4:15 give or take... I'm not tired any more but I don't want to get out of bed yet...

We had a long day yesterday and I should be more tired than I am, but I guess that I have to sleep a little later... A power nap... We were on a birthday party last knight... It was really fun and I got to meet the rest of Rickes family... I was a little anxious about it at first but it actually went really good...

Today is a resting day... Just hanging out and watch movies all day... Oh and I'm also going to help Rickes daughter color her hair... And she's going to help me with my hair...

I think I'm going to try and get some more sleep... It probably won't work but I have to try at least...

Me and my teddy bear ❤️

Bye for now

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It's been a long, hard and exhausting day. There were a lot of people at gekås today, not extremely much people but still enough to make me feel anxiety... I'm tired, stiff in my body, and have an awful pain in my hips... If this doesn't give in soon I think I have to take a visit to my doctor... I can't walk more than maximum 1 km before the pain is there... Which does that I get a limp and every step feels like someone is grinding a knife in my hips...

I got everything I needed to end my Christmas list and I also got 1 presents each for my oldest and youngest... They have birthday in December and January so the only thing to decide is which gift they are going to get for Christmas and for their birthdays...

This is almost everything I bought today... Some things aren't in the picture because they aren't gifts for the kids... And I don't want to spoil to the other people what they are getting for Christmas from me...

Now I'm home, laying on my couch and just relaxing... And here I'll stay for the rest of the evening! Have a nice evening my friends!

Bye for now

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I've just realized that I can't sleep a whole night without my sleeping pills anymore... It's annoying and I hate it! I didn't take them last night and I woke up the first time at 3 this morning... Then I actually could sleep 2 more hours before I woke up with a damn headache again! It's over now but I know that it's only a matter of time before it's here again!

Today is Sunday and tomorrow my teddy bear is going home again... I feel sad about it because when we aren't sleeping together I sleep even worse... And it also means that I won't see him again until Friday 😢 I just hope this week goes fast! I don't want to be apart from him... But I have no choice... He has his apartment and I have mine... And I know I'm going to see him again soon...

Tomorrow I'm going to Ullared to look at presents for the kids... I just hope that I'll find something fun for them....

Last night I went with Ricke to his parents... We were invited to a turkey dinner with his family... So now I've met almost all of his family... The only ones missing now is his older brothers wife and their son... I'm actually surprised of myself because I didn't take any photos, well I took one but that's not a pic for this blog...

I also got my hair colored yesterday... I'm not totally happy with the result but it's better than before...

Well that's that for this time... Have a nice Sunday 😊

Bye for now

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It's been a long and funny day. Johanna came to visit and we had some coffee at my place and then we went down to town... She was going to fix her nails... It took a while longer than it uses to take because the girl doing it was a student... While we sat there I booked a new time as well so I can fix my nails before we're going to Denmark. I also showed a photo on really cool nail art and the guy wanted to try it so I got to get some new paint on 2 of my nails... It looks awesome! The first one I showed him, the other he decided 👌

After we were done me and Johanna went to the new Chinese restaurant to have lunch and I promise you! It was the best Chinese food I'll ever eaten! So I'm definitely going to eat there again!

It was a an all you can eat so this was my two turns I ate. The first pic is from the Mongolian... I picked out what I wanted to eat and the chef prepared it before my eyes! The second pic was from the ordinarily...

So now I'm home, watching a movie and are just relaxing.... Have a nice day 😊

Bye for now

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I think I'm about to catch a cold ... Have had a headache on and off for more than a week, I'm constantly tired my ears hurt and I'm cold ... And I never feel cold... So this time I'm probably sick for real... I just hope that this doesn't stop my journey to Ullared on Monday!

I'll probably fall asleep on the couch again tonight... Have done so the last 2 nights now.... So tired all the time... If this doesn't get better soon I'll have to visit my doctor and get some answers...

Bye for now

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