The last few days have been hectic. Almost everything is work related.. buy lets not talk about that.
Some other stuff that has been stressing me up is..
I've been talking and flirting with a guy (E). A reeeally nice guy. Amazing personallity, looks very good and make me laugh so bad (in a good way ofcourse!). And he flirts back. The thing is.. My friend (K) is dating his friend (A). So the other day we went to A's houseparty and E was there. During the whole party E ignored me? It made me so fucking confused!
And.. okey.. i was sitting and talking about music with a guy (U), who's really close friends with both A and E. This guy played a new written song he just made, we talked about EVERYTHING and had such a good time. He joined me outside when i was smoking.. and he told me he never tried smoking. (No i didnt give him a cigarette!) He actually made me blow some smoke in his face because he wondered how it tasted. And when i leaned forward to blow the smoke in his face HE KISSED ME?! It took me by suprise.. but i still kissed him back. When i went back inside my friend K told me that everyone saw what we did?!
To make a long story short:
E was not only ignoring me after that.. it was like i werent there at all. And we havent talked since then. I've been going around with anxiety until yesterday. We talked randome stuff on snapchat but not about what happend. And thats okey. As long he's not mad, angry or hurt. And he's not.
oh, right.. i told my friend a few days ago about my gift for her. She got so happy that she even cried. And believe me when i say that SHE'S NOT A SENSITIVE PERSON! Even though she made me cry too, it was so worth it!
Tip of the Day:
Dont ever blow smoke in someones face, unless you want to kiss that person! Haha!