To be continued from the last post I have decided to ignore my gut feeling and follow my heart instead . Because how often do u het the chance to actually be around a real gentleman that actually wants to spend time with you and wants to get to know the real you , I think we all know that the answere to that is not so often. I might get hurt but after a lot of thinking I belive that I'm honestly ready for that risk for now . Because who knows he might be my mister right , often you don't know when the right person is standing right infront of you . So I will follow my heart from now on
Xoxo

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​Well I will update as much as I can on this blog wich means that it will happen when I have the time or if I just need to get rid of some sort of feelings and for the moment there is a lot of thing that I feel that I got to get rid of . 

My biggest lesson for myself is that I shouldn't get my hopes up to much because it never goes the way that I'm hoping for , there is this one guy that left sweden on the third of june and to be honest I have been missing him since he left. I had my hopes up that he would be back after a month or so , but nope  I understand that he has a lot to do back home in california before he moves to Sweden to work and do what he loves to do and I know that you can't rush things so he will be back sooner because he got his shows that he have to do before his move . I do trust him but still my guit feeling is telling me that there is something that aint right with it all maybe my gut feelings are telling me that it is this way beacause I got hurt so many times before or because there really is something that isn't right with it all . On the other side my heart is screaming that all is true and that I shouldn't listen to my gut feelings , so I don't know what to think or do , but I think that I should follow my heart on this one but with a little bit of caution because of the risk of getting hurt. He did promise that he will do everything so I don't get hurt but the risk of getting hurt will always be there no matter what .  When I started to feel the way I do towards him I only thought that it was probably just some sort of rebound feeling because I had recently got out of a long relationship , but now I'm sure that this isn't some sort of rebound crap but instead maybe true feelings for this amazing guy . I usally don't fall so soon for new guys but there was something about him that made me feel safe and that I was able to be myself when he was around. 

He said that I shouldn't lose the spark that he liked and see deep within me , but I think that I already have lost it , hopefully it will be back when he come back . I hate that I'm missing someone and that there is nothing that I can do about it but hopefully everything is true and he will get back and I will be able to hug and kiss him once more ..

xoxo 


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