​Hi blog! Today I have a really exiting thing to tell you. Today I did something I feared! Something I still fear so much but I did it. I stood in front of my whole class and talked. You guys don't know this about me but I have so bad stage fright, and that moment when my teacher told me I needed to stand in front of my whole class and speak about something I didn't know that much about, I was terrified. What if I say the wrong things or started to cry? That was all I could think of wile i stood there, but you know what? I didn't say the wrong thing or started crying. Now when I'm thinking back I don't even remember a thing, just relief. 

I have alway had it hard being in focus. When I was in fourth grade I was doing a project about Uranus but I didn't know how I was going to do the test. So when my teacher told me I needed to stand in front of my class I almost got tears in my eyes. Later when I got home from school that day, I cried, I cried so much and I was so worried. But to be honest it wasn't that bad at all. I just remember that people were staring at me and that I was really scared but I did it and that's what matter.

That's all I had for today! Please write down one of your fears in the comments below and we can try together next time we have to face them. 

Totally me still being totally me, XXX!

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​Today it is a new day and some new stuff has to be done. First of all, school has started and I feel like crap. Not to be that one but I hate school, well who doesn’t? I mean, walking in the halls feeling like every other person is judging you or just glaring. I hate it! Waking up early, always having bad skin and hair days och to many school projects to get started with. Why do we have to bother going to school? If I don't want to learn anything that should be my responsibility not the governments or who ever is saying that we must go to school. I know, I know, sitting here on my computer complaining about something other kids in the world would die for. I'm an idiot and I generally feel so sorry for those kids and I wish I could do anything but I know I can't trust any helping fond so it is kinda hard to do an impact in their lives. 

But moving on from the bad thoughts we can move on to the good ones. I guess it is not long till Christmas break and I just can’t tell you enough how exited I am for Christmas. Yeah, I know, starting to think about Christmas in November! Are you insane? Just to reassure you I’m not going insane I can at least say that I haven’t done any Christmas shopping yet ‘wink’. Now that Halloween is over I don't really know what to do. What is your favorite holiday? Tell me in the comments below <3

Totally me still being totally me 'XX'.


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Hello! This lovely evening I'm going to explain something really complicated. Am I unlovable? Sometimes I feel like I don't get any attention or Im just there to be the funny one and all my other friends are the ones getting loved or the attention. I sometimes feel like the DUFF (Dumb Ugly Fake Friend) You know that movie? I may know that that's not true but after watching that movie i kind of compared myself to the main character. I know in my heart that that's wrong but I did it anyways and now I want to speak out about it cause I feel, I don’t really know how to explain this, but I feel heart broken.

I was wondering if you guys sometimes feel the same and if so can give me some advice. Love to all of you!

Totally me still being totally me 'XX.

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​Hello world! My name is, well I can’t say that for anonymous reasons. But hi! I felt like it was that time now. To start something I know I will never go all the way with. If anyone out there in the world is reading this right now I will go and explain myself. This is a blog as you all must know by now. Here I will be writing and sharing my thoughts. Because I’m a teenage girl I will have bad and better days as some of you may know if you have been or is a teenage girl (or boy of course) and I can share my thoughts without being afraid to lose me friends or get embarrassed. The problems with being a teenage girl is that you have to be perfect and of course for the most of us, we get spotting or acne and when that hits it is hard to be perfect because to be perfect you have to have perfect skin and more (reasons I hate society) but the cons is that when you are a teenage girl you don’t need an excuse to but chocolate in the middle of the week! But that leads to even more spotting ‘huge sigh’. So there isn’t just cons but the pros are just But hard to find.

I will be sharing thoughts I am to afraid to say out Loud. Because I’m that type of girl who doesn't talk about feelings a lot. So here I will be talking boys and my life in general but anonymously so no one will know who I am.


I did ask my best friend about having this blog and she is more than supportive. She knows how much I gets embarrassed or get scared as soon as I talk personal things so with this blog I can just write them down and share with who ever is reading and I will maybe be hearing about your thoughts and life in the comments below. In the comments I will be replying and helping you who have problems and I will support in hard times cause I have them to. We can help each other.


Totally me still being totally me ‘XX!

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