Its okay to fail, Its okay to be sad, Its okay to be miserable, Its okay to be depressed, Its okay to be stressed out, Its okay to be alone, Its okay to have problems.
Let me inspire you with what I learnt today. I learnt that if you want to change then change. If you're mad at yourself for spending time in vain, stop doing it. If its important to change, then its important to change. Rise up, wake up from your daze. Come back to life and start being active.
It doesn't matter how far you've come, how old you are, how much time that got lost. You can always change to the better. Its never to late. Don't ever give up Keep trying, even if you always fail. Keep trying cause one day you'll be there. You made it.
Its okay to be like you are, Its okay to be down, Its okay to give up for the moment but never give up for real. Its okay to take a break, its okay to rest. Give yourself time and the power of knowledge and one day, It'll al be great.
Make up a plan, make up the next day. Practice on small things like:
In 30 minutes Ill sit down dong 20 minutes math.
In one hour Ill sit down and play the piano.
If you succeed, reward yourself because this is great improvement. Don't push yourself, be nice to yourself. Lift yourself up!
Later on, plan whole weeks. Plan whole months. Eventually, you'll be following your plans like habits. Thats how easy it is.
Trust me, you can be anything you want. Use your time with your heart. Use it well. And I will prove this to you the whole next week. Ill be doing a documentary of my day, how I scheduled it and how I followed it and trust me, this is not the first time Ive done this but it might be the first time I won't fail.
Your strength is enough, the only thing you need is to want to change. If you've got that, than nothing can stop you.