The blog is getting a makeover! I'll start posting when it's done! :)
Every time I do maths I ask myself. What I'm I doing right now? And why do I have to do this?
Me and maths have a relationship, it's that kind of relationship where agreed to stay away from each other.
K. Now I need to go back and study. Wish me luck with the stupid maths book.
It's been a long time since I last updated. There have been a lot of ups and downs. I think, I'm finally in a good place. For now at least. I've finally started training. Which is a huge improvement! Not I'm I only doing this for my health (aka body) but also my mind. I actually think it's fun to train. Who are you? And what have you done with Tine, you might ask. I've found a new hobby, Yeay! I still have some trouble with dragging my self to the gym but I think it's fun when I'm there. Still have to work on improving on going to the gym because I know I'll feel a lot better afterwards.
I still have lot and lots of school work to complete and I haven't even touched the books yet. I keep putting it off. I shouldn't but I do. The best part of this? I'm so incredible scared... I used to be one of the smartest kids in school, now I'm scraping the bottom because of the extreme pain I'm always in. It's getting harder and harder to remember. Can you believe that I can't finish a book any longer? I used to read a book everyday... With out exaggerating. When I finished 9th grade, everyone in the class got a notebook and the other classmates could write what they thought about you in it. One of my old classmates wrote something similar to this: "I will remember you as the girl who were always reading a book"
It's extremely surprising how life works out for some.
Sometimes I just want to sit down and cry because my life isn't what I expected it to be. It's no where near what I want from life or what I've hopped to archive. I'm trying my hardest to stay positive but I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. It's actually kind of pathetic of me to feel this way because I'm in a such good place right now but I always feel like I'm such a failure because of school.
I am working on feeling more positive. I finally took the step to contact a school that has the program I want to read and I'm hoping (and prying) that I will like it there and that I will be able to take the course.
I just had to write down my feelings and get them off my shoulders. I do feel a tiny bit better now. 👍
I'm going to go to sleep now and then tomorrow I have a brand new day that hopefully start of in a positive way.
Until the next time, take care.
Finally bough the new desk, I've been looking at for ages. Also a new cup and two new trays got to follow me home, well beside the lamp and the desk pad, which goes with the whole desk spirit. I also bought a mechanical screwdriver which will be pretty handy. :) ❤
I'm having such a hard time deciding which phone to buy, my phone subscription is running out and up I'm for a renewal. I'm thinking of either a iPhone 6 or a Samsung S5 but at the same time, Samsung might be realeasing the S6 around the end of February or Mars. Or I'll keep the subscription and don't change my phone. Which means I pay less every month.
Such a first world problem haha 😂😭
So typically of me to get sick, I don't have any symptoms beside the fact that I barely can talk. 😭😭 Selfie from before I got sick.
I'm drinking a lot of tea and eating soup. Hopefully this flue doesn't last for a long time.
The title above says: Look at me now.
Just going to take the time to praise Swedish music. I'm still a fan of KPOP but when ever I get the chance to use my laptop, I usually go on Youtube and listen to Swedish music. At least these last couple of weeks. Favourite artists? These below
Norlie & KKV
I figured I do a mini series on my favourite Swedish songs and I'll start with Medina and their song 'Se på mig nu'
I just have to say how I love the way the throw in a couple of arabic words randomly. I didn't think about it the first time I listened to them but then it hit me a couple of days later. WTF were they actually using arabic? So I had to google the lyrics.
Haffla literally stands for party in arabic. Hahaha. I understand why they use haffla instead of party. It sounds quite fancy, 'Oh yeah, we make Haffla music'. They don't use any arabic in the song above, which makes the song choice a bad example. To make up for it I'll include 'Där palmerna bor' in the post so you'll understand what I'm talking about.
The first arabic word is floos (arabic for money). Next word is hayat (arabic for life) instead of livet (Swedish for life) which is also the album title.
I also like these songs from them. I'm not going to link every single song that I like because that would take days. Haha. This is more so you'll have a variety to chose from + I get a click list for my favourite songs. 😁
Miss Decibel: http://youtu.be/timals0vohc
Doga Doga ft. Arash: http://youtu.be/j6cG9QdrS6s
Sann Romans: http://youtu.be/4kgAbm9m4xQ
Ps. Medina, the group name also means city. 😄
Finally is my domain back up and running! Had problems with the payment. It didn't register or something. Which made this domain up for grabs! Horrible thoughts. Let's leave it to, that it's finally working! 😃
I've also did my makeup and went full out which I haven't done in ages. I also curled my hair for the first time ever. Haha I've had my curling iron for ages but I never do anything with my hair beside flattening it. Decided to play it up. 😁
Since I looked so fancy, I decided to take some selfies!
Can we get a thumb up 👍 for the first post of the year? Haha 😂
Hopefully I'll be going to update more often this year. I have a couple of plans that I want to get to. Just going to keep wishing that I keep going in the right direction with my health! 😄 No promises though, I'll just do my best! 😁