Soooo... That month went by quickly. I honestly don't know how time can go by so fast however I do know why I've been so absent. Anime. More specifically Yuri!!! on ice. I watched it for the first time last year when it came out (literally the only good thing about 2016) and most recently watched it 5 times in a week. I know. Stop judging me. However the wonderful thing about this obsession is that I have now taken up figure skating. Unfortunately there aren't any beginner groups where I live and even if I had been lucky enough to find a private teacher there is no way of me affording it. I don't really mind teaching myself though, I quite enjoy skating alone to be completely honest.
On top of this I'm extremely behind on school work and I've managed to miss almost every single test/exam we've had since I transferred back to this school (which honestly is an achievement if you ask me). I'll probably end up spending most of Christmas break with a history book and my laptop (r.i.p. freedom).
Along with this I have finally, after nearly two years of pointless therapy sessions received medication (antidepressant-anti ocd-anxiety relievers and melatonin (yes I am that fucked up)). The first night I got to drug myself to sleep with melatonin was so extremely relieving (for lack of a better word), I fell asleep at 10 pm, an hour after taking this little magic pill. Usually it takes up to 5-6 hours so I think you can all understand how big of a difference it makes.
I did manage to pick up reading again which is something I sadly have been slacking with for the past couple of months which means I have to finish two books before the end of December to reach my goodreads goal *panics*.