Today was are annual sea food family dinner! It was fun to see everyone! Decorations were fun to set up with my grandma and the food was soooooo good.


I could eat crab forever πŸ˜‚ I went a little over board when I bought 2 pounds to eat by myself!

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Every thing I do. Everywhere I go. You both are all I can think about.

I try and distract myself but something always leads me back to you.

I miss you. So much.

More and more each day.

I physically hurt because the pain just sucks.

I love you both. So much more than you'll ever know.

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This morning the stomach pain and headache continued and I went to the bathroom ad was spotting a bit. It really scared me. I went back into the ER and the Dr said it sounded like I was having a miscarriage. I cried. My heart shattered.

I did a urine sample, blood tests and an ultrasound and I was SO beyond thankful to hear that the baby was ok.

Why was I bleeding? Why was I having so much pain?

I was really dehydrated so after first ruling out miscarriage they gave me fluids, IV Tylenol and some nausea meds. After that the stomach pain was still present.

They then gave me something called a GI cocktail. It was DELIGHTFUL. It tasted like crap. But it INSTANTLY took all my pain away. It numbed and coated everything it touched when I drank it. It calmed my nausea and pain and also allowed them to see into my stomach to see what was causing the pain.

My stomach up to my throats was inflamed and swollen from throwing up so much but was red and irritated and the dr said that is the cause of all the pain. Just irritation from being so sick.

After I drank the GI cocktail they were able to send me home and I haven't thrown up since! BUT I'm hoping tomorrow is a good day.

I wish I could drink one everyday... but who knows... we'll see how tomorrow goes.

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Sometimes late at night when I can't sleep I can't help but wonder if your awake having trouble sleeping too.

I miss you.

I need you.

I'm still here.

I love you.

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Today I woke up really light headed, super nauseous and I have had really bad stomach pains all day.

Of course like always my labs, urine and everything turned out fine. I was more hydrated than I thought so they only gave me one bag of fluids and filled me with nausea meds. The phenagran knocks me out... so I've felt so dead to the world all day. Tried to sleep as much as I could but I felt so bad for Aubree 😞

My grandma watched her and played with her so that was good. Then she had a late nap and didn't wake up till 6:30 😳 so now it's 10:00 and she's wide awake πŸ˜” I'm hoping she can go to bed soon.

So. Maybe today wasn't better than yesterday. But here again, here's to hoping tomorrow is a better day!

They are still all I can think about. No matter what's on my mind.. it always leads back to them.




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Today was a hard day.

Aubree keeps me going. Just have to keep moving forward.

Here's to hoping tomorrow is a better day.

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I can't believe how fast Aubree is growing! Her hair is growing even faster than she is! It's crazy! Her and Jeffrey had so much fun playing outside. We played outside for at least 3 hours! It was such a beautiful day.

Denisse came over and we dressed Aubree up and took some pics and played out back. We went to walk to see the horses across the street and they wouldn't get up from laying down... lol.. guess they didn't want visitors.

We had mac and cheese for lunch then we went right back out side! Fresh air felt nice.

We made valentines cards. Aubree had so much fun coloring.

After we made cards we made and decorated cookies with my grandma! I love my grandma. I love how she's always thinking of others. She had a whole list of people to send cookies too! It was fun watching family feud and decorating cookies.

After that we drove to Spencer's work to deliver the cookies and the cards we had made. We couldn't find his car anywhere! At either location... I guess there's a parking lot at JR I didn't know about. Lol... so we came back home.

When we came home we watched a little more TV and charity left flowers and candy on my porch 😌 That was nice if her. The flowers were beautiful, I loved them.

Yesterday was a really good day. Can't wait to see what today brings. 😌

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