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Autumn 2015.

There's something I just want to get of my chest. No one should take this personally. No one should feel offended. Im not pointing this to anyone specifically. These are just speculations and thoughts and something that has been on my mind lately. Im not saying that Im right, that this is the way it for sure is. this is basically just something that I've realised and embraced these past years. And maybe it could grow thoughts within others aswell.


It's been officially 6 years since I graduated from highschool. And oh my what a journey it's been ever since. I'm grateful for all the wisdom and experience that has brought me to where I am today. Mila 2010 is not even close to the one I am today. Sometimes it's nice to go back into your memories and realize that, yes, those days were amazing, but... it's actually really nice not being there anymore. Because, even though you thought that you were mature and ahead of life and you had the time of your life, things were great, you were mature..... 

... ​​but oh my you're just really not. I mean there's a reason why our parents advices are so... adult. Why they have what they have and know what they know. Why they seem.. boring in alot of ways. I mean... sometimes parents are stupid and they don't understand us younger people, but actually they do. They really do. But what they also know is what we do not know, which is why we think that they dont understand, but basically it's us who doesn't understand them. They're just trying to protect us from what they know. I mean five years, imagine yourself five years ago. Who were you five years ago. You knew things, yeah, for sure you did. but not even close to the things you know today....

.... ​​What about only two years ago? Who were you two years ago? What did you do? What were your priorities? How did you think when it came down to girls/boys (depending on what you're into) and acting out? How did you think? What about relationships? Or.. other people being in a relationship? Because I thought I knew exactly what was right, and how I acted was right. But when I look back at it... what the hell was I doing. I did things that was.. certain to me that they were okey, I was doing the right thing, I was mature about it back then, but some of those things are things I would NEVER do if I got the chance to make a do-over today. Because I know things now. Things I didn't know back then. I was actually honestly ahead of life, because I've done so much in life, more then you could imagine. Im one of those... "doers", but even then I was not really ahead. Because I was 22. And When you're 22, you're 22, not thirty, not fourthy ... not an adult. you're becoming an adult, which is why people say that 18 is when you turn from being a kid into being an adult, but just because you're a certain age, doens't mean you know things, doesn't mean you ARE an adult. You're an up and coming adult, you know more than you did when you're a kid, but you don't know even half of the things you will know when you're older....

... ​​The point is, be careful with how you act, how you think and what you do. YES, learn. try things, But NO, don't act out of only your own feelings or needs, or bossy way of thinking "im not a kid anymore, these things are obvious to me" which yeah I get it is how most of us people think because it's "our life "right? We get to decide what to do with our life? Yeah. It's your life man. But a friendly advice. if you wanna go places, learn, get respect, be someone, think not only twice but three times about what you do and how you do it, and how you think and Why you think like that. because things take time, so does your true feelings about some things, your true perspective, true knowledge and cravings, and needs. You might feel or think a certain way about some things right now, but only because you base it on what you know now. you never know everything, which is why.. how you look at things change, they change all the time. How you used to look at that great looking fellah, that now.. isn't that great looking, it was just a temporary fun and adventurous trip. How you used to prior your meals, or time or interests.. you don't prior things now, the way you used to do a while back. you know better now. Or, The things you wanted to be, you don't want the exact same things as when you were five, or fifteen, well some people do, but for others reasons now. So be humble about it. Be Humble and show respect. Be open for the fact that you're always wrong sometimes. even when you're 100% sure of that what you're doing is okey, you might be doing something really wrong. Which brings me to point two....

​​​ .... Be Especially careful when it involve others. Especially careful. Yes, learn, but no.. don't think you're right. One is never fully right, not when it comes to others, because everyone, E V E R Y-one has different perspective and ways to look at things. Do things, see things, think about things. Things that makes perfect sence to you, thinking you're good and all, might be seen in a completely different way from another soul. Which is the biggest reason why one should never do what only one want when it involve others. The biggest lesson in life, that I' know is..  Even thought you're certain, you're never certain. Even though you really want something, and it's honestly innocent from your perspective, because of how you feel about it, the things you do might not be innocent at all, when it comes to respect, and honor another ones space or feelings. It might actaully be really wrong. And bad, and mean. Even though you might be the nicest person out there, with the sweetest intentions.. you act out from how you feel, how you look at things with the mindset this is okey. Whilst.. think again, think two times, three times. Like this example...


... ​​​ when you want a pair of pants, they look great the first time you look at em, wow awesome pants. Then, the second time you dig a lil deeper, they doesn't look the way you first thought they did because now you don't have the "yolo -first impression - this is great feeling", but the pants are still great because you think the fabric looks amazing and just because it was not what you first thought it was, it's not bad? But then the third time looking at it, you've gotten a lil break from all the "first goodvibes vibes", and you see the whole picture. When will I ever wear those? These pants doens't fit my closet. they look exciting, and new, and fresh, but.. that was what I was drawn to, it was different from what I have, that's why I saw them the first time, but not something that I can really use. I bet we all have had this feeling atleast one time looking for new clothes. Same goes to everything. But just in a lil more complicated way....


... Anyway. In the end of the day, as long as one realize it's faults, and does everything to change that and to grow.. it's ok. M, oh depending on how bad the fault was though! Some things are never ok. That's when one is taking a step into adult life I think. On your own, realizing faults, mending it, learning, growing and changing from it. So yeup I think I actually did draw everybody from 18 to my age over the line "Not there yet, not even close". Funny thing is... some people never grow up. I still meet people daily that blow my mind, not in a good way. And they are in an adult age. So there's definitely not age that decide how mature one is. 


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​Yes, okey, I admit it. I've missed out, or tbh, you've missed out. I haven't been writing for a while because life literally has knocked on my door and overwhelming me with stuff. Stuff here and stuff there, it has been stuff everywhere. But I can tell you, both bad and good things has taken me to new roads lately, and I feel like I'm finally getting out of the dark. hahaha... that was deep. Dark and Depressing, so lets move on from that and focus on last thursday.
​DateDay...

....​ with my love. He took me to the shore, where we ate dinner on a pier, watching the sunset and listening to good acoustics. Pretty romantic. I gave back last night, and did a really cute lil surprise. Wanna know what it was? Ahh, okey then, I'll tell you. Cute notes everywhere telling him cute things, and I had made his favorite dinner, cleaned to entire appartment, bought him a cute gift, got him favorite snaks and put a note on it that said " Eat this"  - I love you no matter the size (he's really not fat, he has alot of muscles..believe me, but like every guy he just.. want more) And I love you, And I know you love chocolate-balls, so f*cking go for it. Well, a lil insight of how the notes looked like, some were strictly fun, like the haha one I put on the toilet, others were really romantic, and some like this one, was just cute. Well, let me just tell you this. We fell even deeper inlove after this 4.5 hours effort. 

Another thing I'd like to share with you, is that I've donated 500kr to the Cancerfoundation and I bought a homeless man food for 100kr, and gave clothes to an organisation that give away clothes to people who need em. I also re-decorated my lil siz room and got her a few new clothes, and I've bought a few new cute things for my BF just because, and a huge bouquet to my mom, so I think that the "give back" is going really good this month. It's all about giving back people. If everybody would do this, this planet would be for sure a much happier place, so go for it. Spread the word. Lets Go places. 

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After a doubleshift at work, a girlsnight with my babysiz felt really on point! She's the cutest most energizing lil sparkle I know. I love her to death! 💗
I went from desginer-clothes to victorias Secret PJ. And We hung on ebay for a while looking for a shell for her phone. But basically just hung out, and it was awesome #thelittlethings

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Meet Arne the bird and his squad. Haha, how cute weren't they? I Loove, love, love love animals! had a perfect walk in the park with one of the geatest girls I know. Mona. Finished the morning with a lovely balcony breakkie. #thelittlethings

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​I spent the night at mamis place, aahw. Made me feel so comfortable. You'd believe that the 25 years that have gone by would've made that feeling go away, just a little. But na. Always a pleasure to be home. Nooooot to mention that, mh, ah, yummmm-ie! food that she makes. A day at work, and a zillion thoughts in my head, gave me a golden ticket to bed, food and hours of youtube. I just.. needed it. 

Hannah, my sister also came home to moms', we had a huge laugh, the kind of laughter that makes your throat sore and all mushi. Laughed all the way into our sleep. Family.💗

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As amazing as she is, Miriam, we didn't get to see much. The amount of people was insane, but the little that we heard 👌 I'm glad though that we went. A spin of Helix, a perfect sunset evening and a beautiful Liseberg, couldn't ask for more. Thanks to my Bae, we had a great evening. 💏

All clothes from Bikbok (except for the blazer, it's from Mango). This and Last season. 

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First of all, Im sorry about the terrible photoquality! Somehow it wouldn't upload as good as the original-photo... Second of all, the other photo I've borrowed from Therese Lindgrens Blog. BECAUSE, I just have to share this amazing girl.​​ I've totally fallen for her Vlogs and funny way of creating her videos.

​​When I cook, I either love to listen to new music OR Watch Vlogs, And yesterday I watched one of Therese Lindgrens haha, funny youtube-videos. I think it's amazing how natural and honest she seems to be, I just like the genuine side of her. Many Vloggers today are just too much, they try too hard and they copy what's already out there, etc etc, It's just not believeable, but Therese, she just have her own way of doind things. Even if some things are a "typical Vlog Theme", I just feel like she's entertaining to watch just the way she is. 


Enter Youtube, Write down "Therese Lindgren", and there you go.

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F I N A L L Y (!!) While workingout this morning, I made a quick call to my new phone-operator 3, asking when my phone will arrive. Believe me I've been waiting! A happily ever after ending kind of phonecall and a Mailing-number later, I jumped into my shoes and took a fine walk to the post office. And heyhey baby, finally had my new lovely in my hand! Isn't it pretty? 😍 

I've had samsung for a couple of years, not my kind of phone really. Way too complicated and it's superhard to find a shell!
.... ​ Iphone, I know you break easily, but I've missed you. 💗

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Hey guys, about to go to sleep. 💤
​Time ran away from me, as usuall, haha, how come that when you snuggle up in bed with youtube and snaks, the time be like "two hours past, feels like five min". Not very much "SilverLining" of you Lifey, shame on you. 
​Anyways, I've been scrollin on youtube for a while (Heh okey, hours), have had a couple of realisations and inspiring moments. That's what I love about social media. You get the chance to see so much, and learn so much. It's just much of everything. Muchi-much 👐
TO THE POINT, I accidently stumbled into one of my at the time fav youtube-singer Taylor Henderson. Totally have had a crush on that voice of him. You know when you can't stop listening to the songs someone sing, and their vocie just does something to you? That's when you have a "voice-crush". Totally had that. 

...and to end this glorious evening, I just wanted to share this amazing Cover he does of Human Nature. It happens to be that I love Michael Jackson. Everyone who truly knows me, Know this. And the combo of a really good singer and this really amazing song... ah, Lets just say this. I'll be sleeping tight tonight. 
Goodnight XoX 😘


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It's fun, seriously fun to climb.
I had no idea you'd have to be so strategic, but every move is like a piece of a puzzle. A game. I turned into a five-year-old me and the competetive Mila came through. Pushing myself into trying moves I first didn't think I could do. Plusside is that you get a really nice and fit body by climbing. I was at Fysiken, klätterlabbet, and I strongly recommand it. 😜

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