I miss how easy it was with you,
I miss how much fun texting was,
talking on the phone was normal
and hanging out wasn't an occasion.
I miss hoe effortless it was with you,
how the conversation just flowed.
I wasn't afraid of saying too much.
I knew nothing was to heavy for us to handle.
I miss how things made sense with you,
how you meant what you said,
how you kept you promise and how you always made time for us.
You ruined dating for me,
because now I don't get it.
Now texting is a nightmare
and hanging out is a chore.
I can't deeply connect with anyone.
and now I'm even more guarded.
No one else really mean what they say,
not like you did.
Actually they dont say nothing at all,
they dont do much either
and I can't help but remember you.
People keep telling me that my standards are to high
and thats because of you.
I never felt like I was settling with you.
I never, like never felt it was less than I deserved.
But I keep lying to myself,
thinking the dating has changed,
not everyone is the same,
maybe I'm intimidating, maybe its me.
But you were never intimidated by me,
and ever if you were, it never stopped you.
You never made me questioned myself.
I miss how easy it was with you.
All of it, communication, the laughter, the love, consistency.
You gave me so much.
Now I keep looking for someone like you
among cowards and empty souls.
Between lame excuses and mind games.
I keep trying to make something out of nothing without you.
Keep trying to forget you with people who only remind me
of how easy it was to fall in love with you, and be with you.
and I can't help but I miss you all over again.