Yesterday I met one of my oldest friend Hanna. We have been friends since childhood and she is one of my closest friends. When we grew up we lived in our parents current city but now we both have moved to our own apartments in another bigger city, we still live in the same city now.
Yesterday we had an amazing dinner with catering food that Hanna got from her job-place. We drunk some sparkling wine to it. Afterwards we went to a third friend's apartment for some pre-party before nightclub. It was really nice and I met a lot of old friends from my hometown.
When we came to the nightclub it felt like enough for me and after a while me, Hanna and Isabelle went home to Hanna and slept there. I'm really happy over my friday evening/night!
I'm going to write some more texts about my last experiences in US, how I feel now back home and some analytical thoughts. It has just been such a emotional time now since I came back home. It's hard to leave a whole life back in US and at the same time met family and friends and feel happiness at the same time. Usually the sadness and missing of everyone comes to me when I'm alone, which make me want to never be it. But at the same time it's hard to be with people all the time, and try to show up a happy face when I often feel sadness inside my heart because of all people I left behind. I guess it will reduce a bit after time.
Now I'm going to sleep. In Sweden the time is exactly midnight now and in San Diego it's 3 p.m. God natt 😘