Har varit sjuk sedan i tisdags, kände redan när jag kommit hem under tisdagen att halsen brände, och jag valde att slappna av med Battlefield Hardline, jag har just nu inte känt av halsen sedan igår, men är snorig, har nästäppa, feber och önskar att jag hade ett eget PS4 och tv i rummet haha, gamer som jag är så slappnar jag faktiskt av när jag spelar, jag mår såklart inte bra, men genom att spela så skiftar ju fokuset till spelet, och sparar även och laddar upp med mer energi genom denna favorit aktivitet, vet dock att många finner detta omöjligt och lustigt, då man helst ska ligga till sängs, men grejen är att jag genom åren när jag varit sjuk har tagit mig tid för skolarbete, men som resulterat i att jag mått ännu sämre, detta förekommer inte hur länge jag en spelar.

Just nu vill jag bara ta ett varmt och skönt bad med antingen en ljudbok att lyssna till eller läsa en faktisk bok, har dock under hela mitt liv hört att man helst inte ska bada när man är förkyld/sjuk, avstår ju därför, känner faktiskt ett behov utav att söka på nätet och få fram info om att det är bra att bada även när man är förkyld, men detta vore väl hopplöst eftersom det inte vore sant. Senare idag ska jag på ett två timmars samtal, detta har med autism att göra, men mer än detta törs jag inte berätta eftersom vi har tystnadslöfte och jag respekterar såklart dom andra deltagarna.

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Today I thought I would just go through what a tactile seeker actually is and how being a tactile seeker has affected my life. Basically what a tactile seeker does is to search and crave different kinds of touch, and as I said in my latest post I was at Lekia and I walked around looking my way through the store over and over again and found a few things, then a worker came up and asked me, I explained that I wanted something/some things to basically have to work on with my hands, and I showed you the three things that I ended up buying, and I enjoy them, I appreciated her help, but every single living creature lives with sensory processing, but basically sensory processing is more something that is spoken about when you are someone who craves different kinds of touch or avoids different kinds of touch, because otherwise it is not an issue.

Just a little input I am not saying that I am an expert, I am just sharing what I feel, my thoughts, opinions, and the things I know are true about myself, so these aren't things that is true about everyone, we are all different kinds of people of course.

I am both a processing avoider and a seeker, because I just can not deal with some textures of clothing, wearing them make me go insane, they just itch my skin so badly and even after I have taken it of I can feel the skin itching, so I am a avoider in that way, and the thing is that I am a tactile seeker as well meaning that I desire, no you know what I crave, and I am not joking I crave touch, I crave to have things in my hands a lot, like just something to play with, and it´s not like I do all the time, but I often do it, I am such a tactile seeker, I mean I have since I was a little kid had this pillow that I have had with me while at home or going on longer roadtrips, because I can not go on for too long without having something to touch, it pretty much calms me, and it helps me relax as well as just having something to occupy my fingers with. looking at me now I find it a lot better to have these things to play with while not playing games, which also include hand activity. I forgot to tell you but I also like to climb trees, it helps as well.

There are so many different things that you can work with, I mean these three things I got are great, having a smaller pillow can work, but also slime, and playdoh is a great way as well as finger painting, I have heard it is supposed to be a good thing to to in order to deal with it. And also being a fussy/picky eater can also be an affect of sensory processing, I know I am a fussy eater, but I think it has more to do with me being autistic, but who knows, there are so much to learn.

This was just a very overlooked post, yet I feel like I threw in my experience and also sort of what it is, how it works and how you can deal with it, but of course there are many youtubers, and people talking about this subject, I will probably make a post about this same thing later on that is more informative.

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Now many of you might not know what autism is, or maybe you know a little, heard about it, but you might not know a lot about that or sensory processing disorder... Don´t worry there are a lot of youtubers, biographies and e-books about these subjects, however I will make posts about it since those two are a big part of my life, and for those who might think that autism is a fashion trend or anything like that, just catch up on research or simply ask an autistic person. This post will be more about today, I will however mention that I did cycle about 3 miles yesterday, which is a pretty big deal, not saying it for attention, just like to share my life with who ever wants to read and get to know more about me as a person.

Today I did take my fathers pedal-cycle to school and I was pretty fast cause I live outside of the city, so I had to cycle into town, also this is the season when they start to use the animal *******, it stinks, but in their defense it does help the growth of whatever they grow, might be potatoes, I have pretty much no idea about it, but I had math today and it was pretty good, cause there were a lot of pretty girls, and they were a little distracting, but I did manage with the help of a teacher, even though math is the worst, I can´t even bother to try sometimes, usually when I am sick haha. But I did go to city gross (a grocery store) and I went to lekia (a store for toys), and I figured I would show you the things I bought at city gross first, it´s the first three pillows to the right,

And these are the ones that I basically bought because I am a tactile seeker, and I bought them from there.

I hope you have a great day and I´ll be glad to see you again.

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