Mixed pictures from Pinterest...

I feel like I've been very emotional the last year. And I've been thinking a lot. All these new impressions from people and places has got my brain and heart going. So many opinions, feelings and things I want to do but I can't feel it anymore. Not in the same way. I don't know what that depends on. I'm almost feeling a little blasé. I miss having my mind working on 100% non stop but at the same time I'm enjoying having nothing to really care about. But reading those words that I just put down also makes me feel a little sad. You shouldn't live life without caring, it's such a great gift. Maybe I'm just taking an unconscious break from myself. My life in New York was so fast I don't think you could ever imagine, cause I'm having trouble understanding it too haha. After that it was the move, getting adjusted to a new life and preparing/getting excited for Vegas and Coachella. Now I don't have anything planned and I don't know if I'm really satisfied living with this family. (It changes from day to day but they've handled some minor situations well lately so that's very positive cause I expected something different). And summer is coming up in Sweden and I miss my friends, family and just Swedish summer in general. Many mixed emotions and thoughts about where I am, why I'm here and what I want my purpose in life to be and how I'm gonna fulfill it. But I don't feel present enough to take it one step further and put the puzzle together.

I don't know where I'm going, which direction my life's about to take. One of the reasons that I'm allowing myself to stay to still be in this stage is because I have good people surrounding me and making me feel safe and loved. So I'm just trusting the universe right now and are looking for signs or something to lead me back to my path, to my purpose, that I felt was really wide and steady a month ago.

Making this collage just made me feel a little, little distant. The pictures are beautiful and colorful, but instead of living through them I'm seeing myself watching from outside. I don't wanna do that anymore, I wanna get back in the game. Universe, do your thing. But I don't have that much patience left! I miss being myself.

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1. Top / 2. Jacket / 3. Jeans / 4. Top / 5. Shoes / 6. Earrings / 7. Top

I love all things yellow, orange and pink at the moment but all white is always beautiful, especially now during the spring and summer. I picked out some pieces from H&M that I thought you'd like too. I'm in love with the jacket, the jeans and the shoes. I've been using my vintage blue Levi's denim jacket so much lately so I wouldn't mind giving it a white sister and something to brighten up my looks.

What I love about white is that you can style it differently and make it look both boho and rock. Just chose the right accessories. I would go for a lot of bling mixed with smokey eyes and topped it off with a pink or red shade on the lips for a sexy and fun look!

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Shoes H&M / Shorts Target / Belt H&M / Shirt AmericanEagle / Earrings H&M / Sunglasses Free People

Who can resist to snap some photos when you see a pink wall like this!? Well I almost did haha, I was dead from walking outside for two days in the heat in Austin. But after some water and a few minutes in the cold I managed to keep my eyes open and pose a little before we got our stuff and went back to Dallas!

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The Weeknd preforming in Dallas May 4th...

I found out that The Weeknd was coming to Dallas but didn't put that much thought into it until the same day when I realized "I neeeeed to go!". I looked at tickets online but they were kinda expensive, not the best seats and I didn't find anyone to go with...I decided to get ready after I was done with work and just go down there by myself and see if they had any single tickets for sale. I ended up getting this awesome seat for 150$ which was crazy. I got seated like right next to him. He spent a lot of time close to us so I almost got uncomfortable cause he was so close haha. I felt bad every time I didn't know the song or got the lyrics wrong cause it felt like he really saw me...Gosh, issues!

His voice was great live but he didn't put up that much of a show when it came to the dancing. But Rae Sremmurd, that opened for him, and came out and did black beatle during the show, did a better job. Haha they and The Weeknd reminded me so much of the eccentric people in New York and all of our fun nights out together dancing. It was a little boring to go alone but all the memories I have with my loved ones and these songs warmed my heart and put a smile on my face. He's been covering all the phases and moments in my life; I've been crying, dancing and driving around listening to him. To watch him live and this close was almost surreal and so cool - definitely something to check of from the bucket list.

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Late night dinner at the rustic with my Swedish Au Pair babes...

Me and Paula went down to Deep Ellum to shoot some pictures on Monday. It was so fun. We just made it super casual and got some nice and cool shots. Hope we'll do this more often cause both of us enjoyed it. On our way home we met up with Amanda and Bea at the rustic for some dinner. Such a nice ending of a usually boring Monday.

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Jacket Zara / Dress BikBok / Shoes River Island

I really like Deep Ellum. You can watch the sun set as it passes by the few skyscrapers we have down here one by one. The sun throws a beautiful light over the inspiring area and it's the perfect place to take photos.

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Mimosa breakfast with Paula to celebrate her 21st birthday!

Paula, one of my newest and closest friends here in Dallas turned 21 on Tuesday so we decided to celebrate with a killer breakfast. The perfect start on any day if you ask me, it shouldn't just be birthdays! We found this awesome spot after some researching and searching. The inside was decorated in that old school rough style with that American vibe. And to our excitement they had some outdoor seating too. Haha it got so hot in the sun at the end though that I almost melted away.

The place was called AllGood Café and deserves a visit for sure. The food was amazing. Probably the best scrambled eggs I ever had! We gonna celebrate her more on Saturday cause she's throwing a pool party! So excited about that. Gonna head up to hers in the morning to dye her hair and help her with some planning!

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A new Netflix show that you have to watch if you're into fashion, starting a business or just cool ass chicks!

So I came across this show the other day. Netflix was promoting the latest shows and movies and for some reason I became curious I just pressed on this one when the new additions came up. I guess the name caught me. I finished the first season in two days. It was so good! The actors, the script and the settings made it feel so authentic. I really recommend you giving it a try! Watch it here!

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Thank you for a short but fun visit Vegas!

I took a flight to Vegas from DFW to meet up with Beccie and her friend Alex the Monday before I was heading to Coachella. To my delight Becca and I got to reunite at DFW since she had a connecting flight there coming from NYC.

We arrived later than expected in Vegas so we didn't have time for anything else than a late night run for some fish tacos before we went to bed. We stayed at Luxor hotel. Not the best hotel or the best location but it was our first time there and if I go back in the future I wanna stay further up on the strip. We hung out by the pool, went shoopping and partied. Kind of forgot to look around in Vegas haha. I guess I was just happy being back with Becca so didn't matter what we did really. But hanging out by the pool listening to some nice ass music wasn't too bad!

We went to Omnia the first night were Afrojack was playing. We made some Finnish/Swedish/French/ friends haha I don't know exactly where they were from but the phrase one of the guys used a lot was "Nu tjööör vi" in swedish with his finish accent haha. So we hung out with them and me and Becca had so much fun and were just goofing around all night. So Happy to be back with my partner in crime even though it was only for like 72 hours.

The other night we went to see "Thunder from down under". A male stripshow with some Australian hotties haha. A different experience but so much fun! We got the tickets late though so we ended up sitting in the back. No up close views or touching any abs for us lol. But I managed to get not only one but two kisses on my cheek from the hottest guys, imo, and some cute words wispered to my ears so I was happy anyways haha #whenyouresupersingle... After that we went to surrender where Reggie, my DJ'ing friend from NYC, were playing. We didn't really caught the vibe there even though Reggie was playing and mixing great music so when he was done and Annie and Julia got there all of us went to 1oak. I finally got a picture next to the sign haha. I was always to drunk to care or I was out of memory or battery in NYC so that made me happy considering how many times I've been there in NYC without documenting it.

The music at oak was perfect and I had so much fun. Reggie hooked us up with a great table and it was a perfect ending before I was leaving Vegas for Coachella. Well, the party didn't end there. We went to Reggie's house for some afterparty containing food, late night swims in the pool and games of pool. Let's just say I was pretty tired the day after...

Vegas - I'll be back, but not a Tuesday and Wednesday next time haha...New Yorkers knows who to turn up every day of the week but I'm a little dissapointed with you Vegas!


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Shoes Forever21 / Skirt H&M / T-shirt Mango / Denimjacket Levi's / Hat H&M / Bag Chloé 

I'm soo excited to finally post an outfit. There hasn't been any time the past year when I've been in proper clothes with a good camera handy. But Dallas made me do it - weho!

Savannah hit me up earlier today and asked if I wanted to shoot some and of course I wanted to! We took a bunch of her too that I'll show you another time. She's such a great model so I'm hoping that she wants to be my muse in the future so I can improve my photography skills. Maybe she can take some pictures of me in return too. A win-win situation. She did a great job with these ones! Don't you think?

Today was her birthday so I'll throw in a "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEAUTIFUL" here too. We celebrated her last night in Deep Ellum at a bar where we actually went today again to say goodbye to an Au Pair that's been here for two years now. Starting to feel like a regular he he. I made some new friends that I hopefully get to hang out with soon. Everyone's so friendly and nice to talk to. Looking forward to more new meetings. Time to sleep now. CIAO!

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