One day, if you read this.

It's been a while, I still don't know how to open up with you, about what I found. I doubt I ever will. It was a big surprise, and after the initial shock, it started to hurt. I just couldn't understand why you couldn't be honest with me. Well technically I understand, but, maybe I was overconfident in how I was to you.

Now I don't know what to do. But I do know that I already forgave you.

And I still love you, even though now I lost all the hope for an "us".