And thereis this girl I really like. She’s my best friend, I asked her even if deep downI was certain, I know what she would say. She’d say “sorry believe me I loveyou, but not in that way”

Now, here'sthe part you need to remember: She is still your friend, and friends care abouteach other. She's not gonna turn into a heartless bitch and throw you under theturtle just because you like her. If she's a really good friend, she'll evenfeel bad about how you feel, and do her best to counsel you and help you getover her.

Here's thesecond important part: There is no better feeling than getting it off yourchest, because then at least you're not alone in your suffering, at leastsomeone knows about it. You're not with her, so what, at least you haveclosure. She'll probably tell her friends, or at least your close mutualfriends, and it will become public knowledge to an extent.

Thirdimportant part: It's not a big deal if people know that you like her. Ifanything, people will respect you more for having the balls to come out aboutit, any friends you have will be sympathetic to you.

Me and herare still friends. Closer than ever before, because neither of us have anysecrets to keep, except for the almost-benefits package. Just don't be a fool,and tell her before she develops an interest in someone else. If she alreadyhas... tell her anyways. If she's really your friend, there's nothing to lose.

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Hey.. It was a long time ago. I guess you’ve found a lover, one of those guys you always talked about. I bet everything just turned your way, and I’m sure you you haven’t even thought about me. That’s totally understandable, I always told you “if you’re happy now, don’t look back how it was. Look forward to see how it’s going to be” . Yeah, remember those days when we were best friends?`I always helped you when you felt pain in your chest. You told me everyday that I was the best friend that you had. And you’d always love me.. Remember that? I’m gonna be honest, I don’t even know why we stopped talking to each other.. For once I wanted you to text me first to see how my life was going. I waited for days. days turned into weeks, weeks turned into months.. And months turned into years… But I guess you were to busy to think of your best friend? Love for a man overpowers love for a friend, right?Don’t take me wrong, I don’t blame you for anything. I just wanted to know why? After all things I’ve done for you? After single heartbreak you went through. I always was there for you, to catch all the broken pieces of your heart before they got lost in the deep of this world. I put a lot of effort to heal your broken heart. Sometimes I even made you laugh when you even didn’t want to smile.. And the times I couldn’t fix your heart, I gave you mine. I cried for you, not because you did something to me. But because I didn’t want to see you sad. I actually prayed for you to find this perfect boy you deserved... I actually prayed that you and I would end up together.. But that was like wishing for rain as you stand in the desert.... Yeah, I was in love with you. I don’t say that I’m the perfect one for you, but we were best friends. And some people actually thought that we were together. I didn’t want to say anything, you were my best friend you know.. I didn’t want us to break apart because of my feelings. So I kept them for myself and honestly, that hurted me so much. it's been three years since we finished high school , and since we last talked. that’s 1095 days. And I have thought about you every single one of them.. You know why? Because I still love you… When we were in highschool we fought each other sometimes… But every pair of best friends does that. you promised me promises that you didn’t kept.. But I always forgave you even though you never apologized.. But that is only because I loved you.. But after all that time I didn’t trust you 100% But that doesn’t matter anymore. We are not friends today and that’s killing me… Not only because I lost you, but because I know that you’re happy with another man and you’ll never think of me… I remember the things we said..we told each other the exact same words "you mean the world to me and i will always love you" , but yet there is a difference. My words were based on the truth. Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone get these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feels wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.I don’t even know why I’m writing this. You’ll never gonna take your time to read it. Or the fact is that I’m not gonna send this to you…

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