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Where do you dream to be in one year?
Wright it down.
What does it take to be there?
Wright it down.
How do you get there?
Wright it down.
Now you have a paper that tells you how you get to your dreams  in one year.
...and what do you need to do now?
Work for it.

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It started as a rebound and I will tell you one thing, It was not good. A month later it happend again, this time it was better and all I could do was to look in his eyes. Big brown eyes, a fit and muscular body, and let's not forget that fine ass, damn!!! We saw each other more and more...and then came the feelings and the drama. I told myself not to see him but I could not stay away. My friends told me he was bad for me, that he would never change, that I deserve better. Every time I told myself that it would be the last time, I just needed a good ending, who was I trying to fool?!
MR.Y was my addiction, the best drug I ever had.

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Nobody but still somebody. Boring but still funny. Ugly but still pretty. Fat but still skinny. Stupid but still smart. There are a lot of things that I think of myself. I don't get why I always need to put myself down it's like I always try to impress everyone, like I always care what they think of me. The truth is that I do...if something goes wrong, if I act wierd I can remember it for years and I get a feeling of shame in every inch of my body. I try hard to fit in but I guess I would feel better about myself if I stood out.

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The truth is... It started as a way to become  faster, a way to become the best. I didn't do it every day, just when I had to much. I guess that some days I had more because I knew I could do something about it later. I started to have more of these days and more times a day. One year later it was a way to become skinnier... My body image had changed. My addiction was now based on my mental health and I had it in periods. 4 years in to my addiction I did it 4-5 times a day, every day, for 2 years.  I was so addicted and so depressed and the result was that I gained 20 kg in one year.

After 5,5 years with an addiction, food addiction, bulimia, I started my journey to health. Today I still live with the scars of my addiction and the truth is, I still have days where I am really temted to do it again...but I am strong now.

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