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Good morning sunshine 🌞🌞

I woke up pretty early today even if it's a weekend. Couldn't sleep last night was still reflectin over my life. I'm still at the same place as I was before nothing in my life has a meaning anymore feeling more down that yesterday. But anyways gotta try my best to be positive today even if I ain't, but we gotta fight these negative thoughts back and countie the day and my life. Have nothing special to do only than studying and doing some house cleaning let's see how far I get with that.

Bye for now 🤗🤗

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Long time no see....... well it´s because i have been reflecting on my life lately. Have still not figured out what I´m doing with my life i feel like ending it for sure like my whole life has been a mess and I don´t know what to do about it i feel so lost and lost motivation for living. I don´t really have anyone to share my problems with (can´t trust anyone), but I really needed to tell someone or just let it out somewhere. I´m such a failure in life like I don´t have any talents or a beautiful face/body, I´m just a fat ugly potato writing down my problems. Everyone tell me to find something to do for the future but what if i don´t know what to do, but at the same time i don´t want to waste my life doing nothing. Well right now i feel hopeless and the worst part is that i can´t even tell this to anyone in person so i might not get any help. I just need to find something i like which is nothing omg see I´m such a hopeless person i don´t even have anything i like. well i hate school and i hate studying, as well as a empty mind with absolutely no creativity and no talent. So what can a person like me do and achieve in life NOTHING. Ughhhhh this is so stressfull Imma cry myself to sleep tonight for sure I feel so depressed oh god I don´t know what life has become to me, just a stressfull mess that i can´t come out of.

Well goodnight for now moonlight, hope i wake up feeling better tomorrow (doubting that tho) Zzzzzzz.......

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Came back from school a while ago, had to stand outside my house and wait for my sister to arrive home for 30 min, but now I´m inside and I just ate was sooooo hungry I never had breakfast today (more like everyday) hahah

still have no homework jippi but to be honest i kinda miss some school work, I feel so bored without having anything to do all day.

I´m gonna continue doing random stuff for the day not much to say right now ;)

He´s such a sunshine while laughing :D


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Good Morning sunshine 🌞🌞

I'm apparently getting ready for school and thank God I didn't slept in 😄😄 I have a short day at school today so that's a plus Ummmm have nothing more to say just gonn get ready and hopefully catch the bus, I'm not good with time really 😂😂 got some huge pimples GREAT! ! Gonna have that in mind all day 😒😒

I will update later 💟💟

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Time to get ready for bed again the time today went so fast like when did the sun even went down!!

just getting ready for sleep hopefully I won´t sleep in tomorrow have school I just remembered that it´s Monday ughhhh I absolutely hate school. But one good thing is that i don´t have a long day thank god *bless* but i still have to go there just for two classes. Hopefully the time tomorrow also goes by fast as well as the whole week, I just saw that I have no classes on Friday cause there is no chans that i will go to a stupid sports day i suck at sports will probably just make a fool out of myself again HATE IT!!

Well I don´t have much to update right now maybe more tomorrow, I will just pray that i won´t sleep in tho it´s so embarrassing coming to class late I just cant! Better to be to early than to late and then everyone just stares at you while you walk in the classroom hate that feeling.

GOODNIGHT MOONLIGHT ^_^

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Have done all my chores for the day and also showered feel sooooo Fresh and clean now. I had to do everything myself since my sister isn't feeling well today.😑😑

Well I'm currently waiting for mom and dad to come home I'm so hungry I only ate some leftovers from yesterday to breakfast, hope they come home soon.😃😃

Gonna spend some time on twitter now and maybe stalk some people 😏😏 nah just kidding 😂😂 

Red Velvet will have a comeback soon *excited* 🙌🙌 

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good morning sunshines 🌞🌞

Just woke up and feel super tired of course Hahaha. It's just a normal day today have to do house chores and cleaning that includes making my bed, vacuum the while house and shower.

We are probably getting guests over today probably for dinner let's see when they will arrive that's also why I need to clean the house everything need to be Thoroughly Clean even if the guests don't mind.

Anyway gonna put some kind of oil mask for the moment and see where this day leads us to 🙌🙌

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Here we go.... I don´t really know how to start this hahah, but anyway I´m getting ready for bed since it´s pretty late here (I don´t sleep early hahah) ypu can say that I´m more of a night person can be awake all night but during the day I feel so dead even if i get enough sleep i know weird. thank god it´ s Sunday tomorrow at least i can sleep in for a while.

Let´s just watch some youtube for the moment untill i get sleepy hahah :D

hope tomorrow will be a great day for everyone.

GOODNIGHT MOONLIGHT ^_^

Inbäddad

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