Its intimidating following God at such a young age and having to step out in faith. Its such an easy thing to want to put it aside and wait until your older, or until you feel like your done trying things you know you shouldn't. But why put being saved aside? For the lord has a calling on everyone's life, no matter what that person chooses for their life. God gave us the choice to follow him but he also gave us free will and allowed us to choose the path we want. Its easy to take that wide path of destruction and allow yourself to perish and be unchallenged. Until you follow the lord and give your life to him, you will continue to try to fill that void with worldly things. Following Jesus is fulfilling, the path is narrow but you will prosper and as you continue down that path God will place a light in you that people around you will begin to notice. God doesn't expect us to become perfect , but as you begin to grow , your hearts desires will change to be more like him and your heart will shift to wanting to bring glory to his name. People around you will begin to take notice and some may think you've changed in a bad way , but they are taking offense because they may know, God has a calling on their life and they continue to choose not to follow it. Trust in our one and only god, evangelize and build the kingdom of God.
Show me your ways, O lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my savior, and my hope is in you all day long. Psalm 25:4-5