Hey guys

So I've liked to keep my tone on this blog pretty light. It's a place where I have shared when I do fun things. But no one feels happy all the time. You can't only have good days.
I've written a lot this summer about how much fun I have had, which is all true. But for a good part of it I've also felt very down.
And that's okay! It's okay to feel sad and it's even good to talk about it. And I want to feel like I can be open not only when I feel happy but when I feel down as well.

And yes I've been plenty of happy lately but I've also been very down. It has come pretty much hand in hand this summer. The things that has brought me a lot of joy has also made me sad in hindsight.

So yeah just wanted to put that out there. I don't feel like going into further details about it. Maybe some other time. I have good friends who I've talked it thru with, so I don't feel like I have to share it more. I just want to open up for more serious conversations here. So that's all. 

Love

Sillyharmony

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Yesterday was so nice! I got to hang out with two of my best friends from all the way back to middle school! I hardly get to see them anymore so it was such a treat every time.

First I meet up with Emilie. We walked around window shopping for a while and than sat down for some ice tea and a brownie. We tried a café which I hadn't really been to for years so I didn't really remember anything about it. Turns out it was a really nice place with good ice tea! We talked a lot but sadly our visit wasn't to long because Emelie had to go but it was so nice meeting up with her! We so early hang out!

Then I got to meet June who i haven't really seen for like two years! We were gonna hang out all three but as I said Emelie had to go.

But seeing June was so nice. We just falls right back into it when ever we see each other. We can just talk about anything and the conversation always flows. We got some Iced coffee before we went back to my dads so we could talk. Also there was cuddle with the cat XD

When the cat want's to be in every photo.

We ended up making dinner and having just the coziest evening and I'm so happy about it. You know when you meet someone you haven't met in forever you're scared it's going to be awkward or that you've grown away from each other. I was nervous it would be the case but it really wasn't and I'm so happy about it

Love

Sillyharmony

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This week I've gone to my fathers to pack up my last things before the move. I still have some boxes in a storage room here which I need to go thru and see what to keep so I came up now to get it done.

But it's also an opportunity to meet up with some of my favorite people I rarely get to see!

So today Cassie and I met up for a little shopping and some delicious lunch. I didn't end up buying anything, I have been working on saving as much as possible to spend on the move and apartment instead. But we did shared this really great beat and goat cheese pizza as you can see as well as a batch of sour cream fries which were just to good! I mean I could have eaten just three of them!

We also got chance to catch up on what's going on in both our life's sense it was a while sense we last saw each other. It was sometime in the spring last time, feels like ages ago.


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It was so nice seeing her and we'll be meeting up again on Friday with Mickis so that will be awesome seeing both of them. I really do miss geting to hang out with them more often but that's the way it is when you grow up and move all over the country. I feel like all my friends are being spread out. Plus side is that I know people all over who I can go visit!

Love

Sillyharmony

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Here we are, another summer season over. Wow, it went past way to fast.

I don't really know what happened but it's been a complete blast! I can honestly say it has been the best summer so far even though there's been so much emotion these past weeks, not all of them good. I've had bad days but this summer have made up for them with so many good memories.

I don't know if it really hit me that it's over. After last night when we went out I felt like crying when we all parted. I'm already missing seeing these people everyday and it hasn't been one day yet.

Never have I felt so loved at a work place and by so many people. It's not something you want to let go of.

We've worked and played and played at work. I feel so happy to have such an amazing job where I get to do things I love like acting as well as getting the opportunity to learn so much of our rich history. There are so many things I've learned at the castle which I never would have and so many things I wish they would teach in school.

I've had the best of colleges, so many amazing people who have made my days the best. From old to new ones I treasure every single one of them. I'm sad that people are now moving away again to different parts of Sweden but I'm sure I'll see many of them again.

So many birthdays has been celebrated, my own one of them.

I't been lovely to celebrate with people I hold so dearly and to celebrate them! Also it's the year of silver ballons obviously!

This summer have been everything and I don't know how to put it all down into words. There is just to much I want to tell and share. But so much I wanna keep close to my heart for myself.

I'm thankful for this time and I'm sad it's over. But I'm exited to start at new with this autumn and challenge myself in new ways. And I'm pretty sure that I will be back for more next summer. Kalmar castle you have not seen the last of me!

Love

Sillyharmony

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Last night we celebrated my friend Lisa's birthday! Her actual birthday isn't until Wednesday but she won't be in town then. This party was just so cozy!

We sat outside of Kalmar castle (shoutout to work) and she had decorated it so pretty. She had ballons which spelled out Hurra (Hurray in Swedish that is) a dream catcher sense she've been obsessed with making them lately, some fairy lights and flaggs. We all sat on blankets on the ground as you can see in the photo.

I mean what better way to have a birthday!




Here's Lisa with my birthday present. She've been wanting that unicorn for years ever sense we got it in the castle store but she've never brought it. So I thought it was finally time for her to get it.

She've already named it Hermes!

We got all up in the glitter yesterday!

Lisa had brought her glitter with her and shared with everyone who wanted! We all sparkled in the shine from the fairy lights later that evening! haha

It was really so nice. We all sat there to well past midnight just having a great time. At more than one point we decided to make human piles of cuddles XD

Afterwards we hit up a club for a little while to dance before we headed home. I'm so happy to have been part of this and also just for this summer. It's been great! 

I've had so much fun, made some amazing friends and I wish it wasn't ending tomorrow but at the same time I'm exhausted and need sometime to breath after this. Thankfully School don't start right away.

Anyway until next time!

Love

Sillyharmony

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So the summer season is really coming to an end.
Last night we had an farewell dinner at the castle sense there is only four days left of work. It was both a lot of fun but yet so bitter sweet...
But boy was we in for a treat. The people who've worked many years at the castle had prepared us with an amazing guided tour inside of the castle. And anyone who thought we would actually be given proper facts was dead wrong. Instead we were treated to Santa Clause, a drag queen, Cecilia Vasa and how to kill vampires plus more. I laugh so hard I could hardly breath but they also scared the living shit out of me at one point XD
By all means an amazing guided tour I wish we could do all the time!

Afterward we all had brought with us food to share and we sat and ate and laugh. I think everyone had a great time, I really did. We were also treated to Lisa, a coworker and friends, annual speech of the year which is always so good!
Now I just feel blessed to have had this summer and I hope life is kind so I can return next year.

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Sillyharmony

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Hey again!

What better way to start a work day than hitting up my favorite café with Sanna for the best ice coffee in town! We for once started the work day at the same time and decided it was a call for coffee. So we picked up our coffee and than strolled to work! Even better was the fact that it was sunny, but the feeling of autumn has started to creep into the wind.

We where originally going to test Balck's new cold brew on tap which has had us intrigued for a while but they had run out the day before and hadn't gotten any new yet so we'll have to wait a little more to try that, which I'm still really looking forward to sense I love trying things!

Now the rest of the day is ahead of us so let's see what it brings.

Love

Sillyharmony

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Hey everyone!

So summer feels like it going to it's end and there are a couple of weeks now with a lot of changes.

After all, my work at the castle will be over again for this summer in about a week and after that I'm not really sure what I'll be doing work wise. I'm searching and applying for work but so far I haven't a clue. I feel like I would love to try something a little different from what I have been doing so far which has been working with children. I would like trying to work at a café or something along those lines.

But my fall isn't totally empty. I will be taking a couple of courses at the local university which I'm very exited about. It will be good to get back to school after two years of working. And I'm looking forward to getting to know people.

But most excitingly is the fact that I'm moving! In a little less than two month I will have my own apartment. Sure shared with my sister ( which will be an adventure ) but away from my family home. I'm super happy about this move because I've been ready to move from home for quite sometimes now and the time is finally here!

So I'm really looking forward to what the future holds! Autumn give me your all!

Love

Sillyharmony

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This cutie celebrated her 21 first birthday this Friday! And I'm so happy and thankful to have been a part of it and her life.

Sanna had her, well first, celebration on Thursday where she had invited friends and people from work to come and celebrate her. Me included! It was so nice and cozy. She had a party tent out on the backyard to her house and it was perfect day to sit outside, not to cold or warm! She had made everything so pretty with decorations and drinks in a bicycles basket! So well thought thru! I wouldn't have expected anything else.

The company was amazing! Obviously Sanna is always the best of company, but it was nice to have so many friends there! We were quite a few, I don't recall exactly how many but there was always people to talk to and laugh with.

Sanna and her mom had also made the best food ever! It was so good! My vegetarian heart was so happy I could eat everything! And the desert was just to die for! I love anything with fresh berries and fruit on!

Here are some rendom photos I found on my camera from the night. All very in the moment. Pretty Random but I love them because they are all so full of happiness. 

And yeah everything where picnic style so she had gotten loads of blankets for everyone to sit on. Which is a great way for people to interact sense everyone can move around very freely. A very smart move. Also it's just so cozy!

I wished it had never ended because the night was just fantastic.

Once again Sanna: Happy birthday!

Love

Sillyharomny

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Today was such a nice day!

Me and my friend Isabell both had the day of and decided it called for a picnic out in the sun! So we met up in Kalmar's castle park for a lunch.

We toasted in alcohol free rosé and had a pasta sallad which I had prepared before hand, plus some desert.

It was so nice to just chill, talk and for once enjoy the sun. I feel like I haven't gotten any sun sense this summer started. I've had the worst luck with it raining on my days of from work and I don't have a lot of chances to get a tan at work sense 16th century fashion covers you up pretty well.

Yes, you can see work from where we sat. It seems I'm never far away XD Not that I'm complaining. I've never worked anywhere I like more or where I have such nice coworkers! I truly love working there!

I had such a nice time at the park and once we finished our picnic we took a quick coffee at Balck! Always nice to go back to the good basics! There's never a time when I don't want one of their coffees.

Then we headed out to a children's play to see our friend who has the main role in it. It might not have been ment for us but our friend was great and it was so much fun to see her act! I'm amazed how active she could be for the whole thing. She hardly sat stil a second of the whole thing!

I really hope to have more days like this in the future! Because this was well needed.

Love

Sillyharmony

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