No matter how nice you are and no matter how much you're giving in.. You can't expect they gon give something back. It's fine tho it just shows you that you are so kind hearted but not everybody has the same heart and .. even your friends .. sometimes you just gotta give in and show them how much YOU care but you can't expect them to give anything back. Its a little heartbreaking but
But also. Instead of trynna show every friend you have that they matter so much to ya.. at one point your energy and your SOUL can't handle it all if you're not getting anything back (ofc you should always be nice even if some aren't nice back its fine but) then you should take a look ... seeee WHO is giving in. SEE WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU TOO and hold on to that friendship.
Good friends are hard to find.
I loVe my friends. And even if they are not showing me they care sometimes .. i just knock on they door and be like "hey bitch i love you ok bye, here is some cake"
Idk THATS JUST ME. And i prolly have my days too that i dont show them any love and i would not want them to just walk away bc im havin a hard time, you know but ofc friendship has ups and downs.
Especially if we got long history you know, everybody goes through time that they dont know who are they real friends and they dont know how to give in
But it MAKES ME SAD. Its sad. I think its sad. The feeling when you realize you don't mean as much to a friend as they do to you and no matter what you do they don't seem to give a shit anymore.
Thank you for all these memories
Heartbreaking friends are the worst.
Buuuut hauyy life man, iss guuuud