Inspired by: Walk with me Lord - Martha Bass
This journey hasn't always been the easiest, God knows that, but I'm thankful for the experiences and what it does to me. How God is shaping me, because He surely is, I'm so much different compared to who I was 2011 before I accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour.
What didn't change was my luck. I keep having troubles with people from my past life, I keep getting hurt, I keep doing mistakes. God can change me but sin still exist around me. What I'm asking God to do when I'm so down I don't want to exist, I want my life to this point to just disappear, is for Him to listen. To hear my heart hurt (hhh 😅), and go through it with me. I can't do anything else. And so He gets me through it. And what has happened after many sessions like this, praying and crying, is that when the next thing that knocks me off my feet happens; I'm a little stronger, I'm not prepared but I handle it differently. I know that God has been with me through worse things and kept blessing me and showing me His love.
No, the pain never ends, but I'm so happy for the way God has shaped me into handling pain.
Walk with me Lord.