Hey blog. I just had my final presentation. It went alright be though I was very nervous... I hate representing my stuff as I find my stuff being shit, lol... Anyways. Now I am about to head to the fashion show where the fashion student who graduate this year will show up their work. I any wait! I guess it will be fab! Have a good day everyone :) lots of love xxxx
A lot of essays have been done. Finished English composition II, only thing is the final exam next week. For Design process I am working on my final boards. I've already finished my 3D object and almost done with my Shirt that I've been costumized. Because of my illness earlier and which I am still recovering from, I still got 5 more weeks to finish my toil and final skirt for my other course.
Been to the doctors this morning and got some prescraption for my meds.
One thing I've heard which is really good for females. You get free pills! In sweden you have to pay for it.
I am guessing they hand it out for free because of the high rate of teenage pregnancies here in the UK...
Anyways. I'll keep working! I might upload some of my work for you later on. :)
Lots of love xxx
Almost a year have passed by sense I started studying fashion design at the University. There are days when you got doubts about everything, however I do not regret. There are very interesting people at this school with blind eyes about the reality. I could not help myself from feeling disgust about their thoughts about others without even knowing them. For instinct they can not believe someone who is going to this university lives on fanancial support and almost full time job to be able to study and live here in London. They were surprised when I opened my mouth and told 10 pounds is a weeks meal for me. For them, it was just one single meal for a day.
My worries for next month with no money for food is getting closer. Because of the cut down hours from work my next payment will only cover for rent and transport. Mostly. Hopefully there will be some money from my savings. Most of my money this month went to a new pair of glasses as the other one broke. And lots of medicine as I became ill from stress and depression. and that caused a horrible eczema on my hands and face...
"No worries" someone said, "your rich parents will help you". Those words made me irritated.
They do not know anything about me and my background. Of course there is a lot of rich and spoiled brats at my university so I am guessing they asume everyone got money in their pockets.
The eczema is getting better, and I am trying not to get stressed out about anything.
Hopefully I'll get more hours at work as soon as the summer season is kicking in.
Over and out.
Lots of Love xxx