Almost a year have passed by sense I started studying fashion design at the University. There are days when you got doubts about everything, however I do not regret. There are very interesting people at this school with blind eyes about the reality. I could not help myself from feeling disgust about their thoughts about others without even knowing them. For instinct they can not believe someone who is going to this university lives on fanancial support and almost full time job to be able to study and live here in London. They were surprised when I opened my mouth and told 10 pounds is a weeks meal for me. For them, it was just one single meal for a day.
My worries for next month with no money for food is getting closer. Because of the cut down hours from work my next payment will only cover for rent and transport. Mostly. Hopefully there will be some money from my savings. Most of my money this month went to a new pair of glasses as the other one broke. And lots of medicine as I became ill from stress and depression. and that caused a horrible eczema on my hands and face...
"No worries" someone said, "your rich parents will help you". Those words made me irritated.
They do not know anything about me and my background. Of course there is a lot of rich and spoiled brats at my university so I am guessing they asume everyone got money in their pockets.
The eczema is getting better, and I am trying not to get stressed out about anything.
Hopefully I'll get more hours at work as soon as the summer season is kicking in.
Over and out.
Lots of Love xxx